TTC After a Loss

So frustrated...I hate my body.

I went in today for a follicle check and was really hopeful that I would respond well to 100 mg of Clomid.  I had 3 follicles, but they were all only 10-11 mm (today is CD 14) and the doctor told me it was unlikely that I will even ovulate this month.  WTH is wrong with me?  Why doesn't my body work like it is supposed to?  This is our 17th cycle TTC and I am so over it. 
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Re: So frustrated...I hate my body.

  • So sorry to hear that.  ((Hugs to You))

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    M/C July 2009.
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  • Hugs I am sorry! Would they be able to check around CD18 or 19? I ovulated around that time with 100mg of clomid.
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  • I know you have to be frustrated. I am so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • Oh no!  I am so, so sorry.  This whole thing totally sucks a$$.  (((((HUGE HUGS)))))

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  • I'm so sorry.  I hate my body today too.  ((HUGS))
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    Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
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  • Pfft to the "unlikely to O."  I went in for a follie scan on CD16 last month.  I had 2 follies measuring just over 13mm.  I got a + OPK 3 days later.  Is your doctor not having you trigger?  Not doing a f/u u/s?
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    Hugs I am sorry! Would they be able to check around CD18 or 19? I ovulated around that time with 100mg of clomid.

    They're not going to check again this cycle.  I'll just be monitoring on my own using my fertility monitor.

    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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    Pfft to the "unlikely to O."  I went in for a follie scan on CD16 last month.  I had 2 follies measuring just over 13mm.  I got a + OPK 3 days later.  Is your doctor not having you trigger?  Not doing a f/u u/s?

    I hope that happens for me also!  I'm confused because I'm using a CBEFM and I've had high days since day 10.  My first cycle since the reset I got 6 high days and then a peak.  Last cycle I think I got 4 high days and a peak.  I figured if anything, the higher dose would make me ovulate earlier, but it looks like it will be later if at all.  I haven't been doing trigger shots, just timed intercourse.  The doctor didn't want to schedule me for a follow-up ultrasound - he just told me to monitor at home using OPKs to see if I ever get a positive.  I just wish I knew what was going on. 

    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
  • imageCarolee:

    imagetigers413:
    Hugs I am sorry! Would they be able to check around CD18 or 19? I ovulated around that time with 100mg of clomid.

    They're not going to check again this cycle.  I'll just be monitoring on my own using my fertility monitor.

    Fingers crossed for you! It sounds like there is still hope... ((HUGS))

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    imageCarolee:

    imagetigers413:
    Hugs I am sorry! Would they be able to check around CD18 or 19? I ovulated around that time with 100mg of clomid.

    They're not going to check again this cycle.  I'll just be monitoring on my own using my fertility monitor.

    Fingers crossed for you! It sounds like there is still hope... ((HUGS))

    I can't believe they aren't doing a followup. Fingers crossed for you!

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    Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Carolee on her BFP! Stick, baby!
    Congratulations to elbandas09, cherylanddoug, tctibbe(MsPegees) and alliejoe for their take home babies!
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  • *hugs*  I'm sorry.  Come on follies, grow!
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  • I am so sorry..that just plain sucks...  ((((HUGS)))
  • I'm so sorry.

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  • I'm sorry hon, that sucks. *HUGS*
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  • I hate my body too. I am so sorry, sounds like a really crappy day. I hope your doc is wrong and you do O. 
  • So sorry!  (((hugs)))

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  • I have no idea how these things work - but that sounds super-frustrating.
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