Trouble TTC

A letter to my ovaries...

Or rather... two letters:

F U.

*sigh* I really shouldn't look at FB. It's just a constant reminder of how long I've been at this. I know there are others that have been at it way longer, but in all my thoughts about ttc, it still shocks me that in the time that all of my friends have become pregnant, had their babies, and (some) are now pregnant with their seconds, I'm still here, no closer to being pregnant than I was over two years ago.

I am happy for all my friends who are lucky enough to get to make their announcements on FB, I really am. I just hate that somewhere in my reaction to their pregnancies, something at the back of my mind is counting the time it has/is still taking me to get there, and doubting if I will get there.

I guess this letter can also apply to IF, and in the words (or rather, finger tattoos) of Ozzy, as quoted from Sulfa's blog: FUIF. 


Re: A letter to my ovaries...

  • You are not alone Love...sadly...you are not alone.
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  •  Sorry you are going through this sweetie. IF sucks, Ovaries suck, Friends getting KU on first try SUCKS. FB sucks as well. That being said I agree with Papps.  I block those people as well but I do torture myself and visit their page every once in a while.  For some reason IT IS better on my terms than rather seeing updates.  ::HUGS::

    IVF #1: 4-11-11= Transferred 1 beautiful blastocyst I named "Nugget"
    5 Snowbabies! Beta#1 4/21= BFP! 226; Beta#2 4/25= 944
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    Baby #2 FET Nov/Dec 2013

    12/13 Beta#1=BFP 349; 12/16 Beta#2=1,089. First ultrasound 12/26. DS#2 born 8/8/14
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  • image**Papps**:

    I hear you honey ::shakes fist at IF::

    Sorry you have to endure this. I blocked a few of my friends who I knew were trying just so I didn't have to be bombarded. I still go visit their pages, but it's on my terms lol  Somehow it makes me feel better about it! Wink 

    That sounds like a good idea, I think I'll give that a whirl, because my head may or may not explode if I see any more today.

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