CD1 - I hate my freaking body

anonomity · January 2011

I'm not sure if you saw my post on PgAL, but I got a clear BFP on Monday (with an internet cheapie). I tested several more times with the cheapies trying to confirm it and got very very faint lines. Then I tried to confirm with an FRER yesterday and it was negative. This morning I got AF.

I am so, so frustrated. This is almost exactly what happened to me last cycle, except this time my period was three full days late which of course really led me to believe I was pregnant. And maybe I was and this was (another?) chemical pregnancy. At any rate, I am so frustrated and angry right now. I hate my freaking body.

And, this was my last chance to get pregnant again before my EDD. So that really stings too.

Today sucks.

jen629 · January 2011

I am sorry:(

jinx75 · January 2011

I responded on Pgal but I want to tell you again how sorry I am and give you a big big e-hug!!!

EricaK28 · January 2011

Huge Hugs

BabyTrippin · January 2011

Oh hon, I'm so sorry. You might give your OB a call and mention the two months of + followed by AF. Be kind to yourself today.

julesjb · January 2011

I'm really sorry.....

jerryliljess · January 2011

I'm so sorry that AF had to play that game with you **hugs**.

MrsR25 · January 2011

I'm sorry

martinimomma · January 2011

I am so sorry. I ranted about the twatwaffleness of the universe yesterday and this again confirms that assertion. ((hugs)) and an ice cold martini to you.

Temp774929562501329 · January 2011

so sorry. ::hugs::

FmrAFBrat · January 2011

So sorry ((HUGS)).

JulsW · January 2011

Big Big (((HUGS))). I would probably call my dr if I were you. I am so sorry that your body and the universe are not cooperating.

Izabella22 · January 2011

I'm so sorry you're going through this. It sounds like a call to your doctor is in order to see what is going on with your body. *HUGS* Be gentle with yourself today.

smallfry5909 · January 2011

I am so so so sorry

That really sucks. I hope your doctor can give you some answers, this happening 2 months in a row is way too much to handle. (((HUGS)))

stillbaking · January 2011

I'm so, so sorry. (((Hugs)))

jolieandscott · January 2011

BabyTrippin:
Oh hon, I'm so sorry. You might give your OB a call and mention the two months of + followed by AF. Be kind to yourself today.

This. And I'm so, so, sorry. (((Hugs)))

Tapatio · January 2011

I'm so very sorry

butterfly843 · January 2011

((hugs)) sorry af arrived.

anonomity · January 2011

Thanks so much for the support, ladies. It means more to me than you know!

I was debating calling my doctor, but I'm not sure what he could do as I've already had all of the tests they can do except genetic testing. I'm sure he will just say its a "fluke" and offer me Clomid again (which obviously isn't the answer to my problems).

I do have a bottle of wine chilling in the fridge that I plan to crack open as soon as I get home tonight. Maybe that will help.

ETA for spelling. Bumping from my phone fail.

MommyandKate · January 2011

I'm really sorry. Inconsistent test results hurt.

inlovewithB · January 2011

I am so sorry! I hate this for you!

katiebug2004 · January 2011

I am so sorry.

My T&P's are with you today.

Sara&Mike07 · January 2011

I am so sorry..I saw your post on PgAL and was hoping all would work out for you.

((((HUGS))) !!

Deepak&Derek · January 2011

I am very sorry you are going through this. AF is teasing me also right now, so I feel your pain. (((HUGS)))

rock-elle · January 2011

{{{hugs}}}

ravenorchid · January 2011

I am so sorry, sweetie. That really sucks.

jertie · January 2011

I saw your post yesteday on PGAL and I was really hoping that you would get your confirmation BFP today with FMU. I'm so, so sorry AF showed instead. ((GIGANTIC HUGS))