|| Nightly Confessions ||

lorlei13 · January 2011

What's your confession tonight ladies?

*** Just a reminder - the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***

Tapatio · January 2011

It's 4:31 (PST) and I still haven't showered or changed out of my pjs. I've been too busy eating, Bumping, reading "The Road to Jerusalem," and watching Friends episodes. I need to get back to my job search but it's been so depressing lately that some days I don't even bother.

Rawr08 · January 2011

I am cranky and don't want to do anything. DH wants dinner, but I don't wanna go anywhere, so I will cook. The kitchen is a mess (his duty) so I have to clean it first before I cook. AF showed today, which is not helping my mood at all. Why can't he just understand!? Go get me some fvcking food and stop belly achin about it! Don't get your feelings hurt because I am PMSing, just don't do whatever is bothering me anymore!

thewayiam · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

I'm so sorry. I am sitting here feeling so sad for you - and sending you lots of big hugs tonight. It's so frustrating. ((((HUGS))))

Tapatio · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

((big hugs))

Pachita · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

((REALLY BIG HUGS))

jertie · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

I'm so sorry. I hope that the RE has some constructive stuff for you guys so that you can join PGAL soon. As much as I love seeing you and your elephant in posts, I'd love to see you over there instead. ((HUGE SQUISHY HUGS))

opallover · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

Right Hug

NY-allie · January 2011

Last night at dinner my BF told me she was pg and "I can't believe how easy it was...". I nearly cried at dinner, but I kept it together and smiled and told her how happy I was. She's a therapist, but she's never asked me how I'm doing. Today at work my co-worker who is due 2 weeks before my EDD spent an hour complaining about our maternity leave policy (we get 18 weeks but we have to wait 2 years before we can use that much time again and her two will be 19 months apart so she only qualifies for FMLA). I started spotting yesterday and I'm still spotting more heavily today, I'm sad and drinking...

opallover · January 2011

I'm feeling crampy and I'm hoping it's af coming so we can get back to baby making.

Also, DONT F with me husband ~ I'm about to start. *grrrrrr*

opallover · January 2011

NY-allie:
Last night at dinner my BF told me she was pg and "I can't believe how easy it was...". I nearly cried at dinner, but I kept it together and smiled and told her how happy I was. She's a therapist, but she's never asked me how I'm doing. Today at work my co-worker who is due 2 weeks before my EDD spent an hour complaining about our maternity leave policy (we get 18 weeks but we have to wait 2 years before we can use that much time again and her two will be 19 months apart so she only qualifies for FMLA). I started spotting yesterday and I'm still spotting more heavily today, I'm sad and drinking...

Left Hug Right Hug Drinks

NY-allie · January 2011

Thanks. I love this board everyone here understands what I'm feeling without making me seem like a petty bitter person. Sometimes you really need someone who's been there (although I wish none of us had to be here).

AmorXAeterna · January 2011

The stupid cvnt I work with who got pregnant right after I miscarried decided she was gonna dye her hair blonde...

She's eight months pregnant... really you dumb b!tch?

She's also hispanic and blonde does NOT look good on her.

I'm so glad she thought dying her hair was more important than her unborn child breathing in the fumes from the dye. Indifferent

psumel13 · January 2011

Avoided coworker all day today because I can't help but get angry every time I see her baby bump! I don't know how long I can do this! I need go get KU so I don't hurt our friendship!

psumel13 · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

BIG BIG HUGS and hoping 2011 is the year for you!

millejj1 · January 2011

It's been almost a year since my miscarriage. I thought I was doing alright with seeing pregnant women, but I realized today when I see one, I overt my eyes and go the opposite direction.

I run from baby bumps.

haziedaze · January 2011

I completely planned to get back to my 3x a week work out plan tonight. Well I'm taking tonight off Embarrassed . If I'm honest with myself it has a lot to do with how hard it was to see tons of pregnant bellies at work today when I'm having bad period cramps. Yuck!

VeilSdeGTO · January 2011

We were asked to give our opinions on long term goals for the school today. My pg co-worker walked up there and said "child care for teachers" as she patted her bump.

I wanted to point out her mistake but didn't. I said I wasn't feeling well and excused myself. I ended up crying in the bathroom for a few minutes.

Sara&Mike07 · January 2011

wickedsugar:
I'm feeling really down again... It has been 1 yr since we were able to start TTCing again, and still nothing, I'm feeling like a failure that we are having to start seeing an RE. I am feeling left behind, almost everyone I started with on here is either on PgAL, PAL, and some of the ones on PAL are on to their 2nd.. While I'm still wating for my first.

I am so sorry..I am feeling very left behind my IRL friends right now, and it sucks! Big hugs to you!!!

FmrAFBrat · January 2011

I want to cry...sometimes I feel so left out when I talk to old friends. They all have school age kids & I don't even have a baby. They complain but they don't know how lucky they are.

la*bella*vita · January 2011

I miss you ladies so much. I have been in a bad place lately, and not being able to bump so much at work anymore is really making me depressed. My husband told me he wants to find the girl he married, the upbeat, fun, happy, wild , sexy girl. I am not a miserable shell of a woman lately. All I do is find a reason to go into the bathroom everynight and sob my brains out. I need a happily ever after, I cannot take this pain anymore.

la*bella*vita · January 2011

I miss you ladies so much. I have been in a bad place lately, and not being able to bump so much at work anymore is really making me depressed. My husband told me he wants to find the girl he married, the upbeat, fun, happy, wild , sexy girl. I am not this girl anymore, in the last 6 mos I have become a miserable shell of a woman . All I do is find a reason to go into the bathroom everynight and sob my brains out. I need a happily ever after, I cannot take this pain anymore.

linz85 · January 2011

I'm having a rough night tonight. No rhyme or reason why. Just sad I guess. I got stuff accomplished tonight, but it doesn't feel good enough. I'm not in the mood for much and I'm dreading going in to work tomorrow...I just wanna curl up and cry.