Hi Ladies,
I have been lurking here for a few weeks. I've been on the Miscarriage/ PL boards, and while I am not sure if I am ready to start TTCAL this cycle, my DH is ready, and I know AF is due approximately tomorrow or Tuesday (it'll be my first AF since my D & E on november 24th). I'm thinking more along the lines of february's cycle, i'm hoping the more time I give myself to heal the more ready i'll be. I'm not sure being afraid will ever go away. We found out at a normal ob/gyn visit at 21w 4d that our little boy had died approximately at 21w 1d (a sunday. i know the last time i felt him move was that saturday night, and sunday afternoon i felt a sharp pain and cramping...and i hadn't felt him move since...so in retrospect i think that is when he flew to heaven). anyway- i do have a blog, like so many of us here.
I went over to the TTCAL blog, and became a follower--what a great resource you have for us newbies! I also am trying to download the book club book...water for elephants b/c i am an active reader and DH got me a nook for our 1st anniversary last week (i read through the Sookie Stackhouse series during my morning sickness, so i should try to expand my library!).
but i just wanted to say an official hello, and i'm so sad we were here, but i'm glad we're all here together. i see how strong of a board you all are, and i'm glad i can be a part of this community.
anyway-thanks, and i look forward to getting to know you all!
Robbie's Blog
Re: Introduction
ITS A BOY!!!! Born 11/13/11 BFP #4: 10/29/12 edd 7/11/12
So sorry for your loss. Welcome and may 2011 bring you everything you hope for.
M/C July 2009.
BFP #2 6/1/11(1st cycle on Clomid)
Norah Lynn was born on 2/3/2012
TTC again January 2014
First, I am sorry for your loss.
Welcome to the board, and thanks for reading the blog first
I hope your stay is short and sweet!
I am so sorry for your loss, but welcome to the board..this is a great place for support. You are wise to listen to your gut, giving yourself time to process what has happened is key before trying again. You will always miss your little boy, but the day will come where you know you are ready to try for his little brother or sister!
Looking forward to getting to know you!!! And I agree..the TTCAL blog was hugelu helpful for me when I first found the board.
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
my blog
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
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BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
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