Vent, im just feeling sorry for myself today

vanessagorc · January 2011

Today DH flew to Miami (1st class using MY miles) for the VT bowl game. He has a really rough life LOL.

I am flying to DETROIT (one of the few colder places) tomorrow at 7am. We have barely been home at all over the holidays, and now I am up and leaving again. SInce DH is gone, I have to close up everything here and clean up...so our dog sitter can at least get IN the door.

I'm also frustrated bc I don't have my records yet from my current RE, and i need to fax them for my 2nd opinion next week. Since I'm away, it will be harder for me to stalk them.

It's also frustrating to me, that i don't know where i will cycle...making our dreams seem farther away again.

And Finally im frustrated bc i STILL have not seen AF after my Nov 23rd D&C.

OK, and a PS...i feel very gross and sloppy from all of the holiday eating...and really want to be in my own house, not eating hotel food for 3 days.

I know, i need to suck it up....thanks for listening.

madelyn07 · January 2011

((((hugs))))

And, your DH is one lucky guy!

dolphinsmakemesmile · January 2011

I'm sorry. That sucks. I also wanted to let you know that AF didn't show for me until 60 days post D&C. My cycles normally are regular (28 days on the dot). I think I was on the long end of that. I know how much the waiting for it sucks. ((HUGS))

jennype · January 2011

You can vent all you want. I've been in a bad place the last week. I just had to get out of the house today and be alone. I feel fat, ugly, unproductive, and, to top it off, I burnt my hand 2nd degree last night and can't use it. I am trying to be optimistic for my 3rd beta, but I'm not. I just don't think I'm pregnant. Yes, I said it.

mikeandangie · January 2011

I am sorry

Maybe it's also the post holiday funk? I know what you mean about feeling gross, I wasn't that good with my diet either. I guess our bodies are not used to it anymore. I hope maybe your RE will come through and you don't need to stalk them after all. ((Hugs))

Amie8301 · January 2011

I'm so sorry . I know when I'm having a rough time, the last thing I want to do is be away from home or DH! I'm sorry you are dealing with all you are right now. It's simply not fair! I hope your trip goes quickly and you and DH can be home again very soon!!!

((((hugs)))

mariposa_atl · January 2011

((((Hugs))))) Sorry you are having a bad day. Hopefully your hotel has a nice gym and you can get in some exercise next week, which always makes me feel better when I feel gross.

Faith722 · January 2011

Oh no! I'm so sorry you're having to deal with so much! I hope you have a safe and productive trip to Detroit and when you get back home your records and AF should be ready and waiting for you! (Wow, that's a weird sentence! lol)

<<<HUGS>>>

MrsP71506 · January 2011

((hugs))

roselln2 · January 2011

Sorry you're in a funk and sorry you have to come to my crappy city. I'm not being sarcastic either. I'm from Chicago originally so I can objectively say that Detroilet (rhymes with toilet... Ha ha) sucks. If you need to get out of the cold and based on our early exchange, head over to my bikram studio at Orchard Lake Road and 12 Mile Road in Farmington Hills (www.bikramfh.com). Hopefully, I'll be able to start practicing again soon.

Edwina.McDunnough · January 2011

I'm so sorry you're being pulled all over the place. Lots of get-your-records vibes heading your way, and I hope your trip goes as smoothly as possible.

erinandbrockv · January 2011

You do NOT need to just suck it up! You have been through Hell.

Hugs. And please do not ever feel bad for venting. That is what we are here for!

meg_koole · January 2011

Sorry you are having a down day sweetie. I will send lots of AF vibes your way as I am hoping not to see that biotch for at least 9 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Big hugs

I travel for work too (although not as much lately, which has been nice) so I totally feel your pain!

love2b_mrst · January 2011

I hate being in a funk. I hope you feel better soon.

If you want to come to Florida and teach my 9th and 11th graders tomorrow, I will go to Detroit for you

NicoleeBonsai · January 2011

i'm so sorry you are feeling so bad today. i hope your trip to detroit FLIES by and while you're there they have lots of salads and veggies for you to feel better about eating.

next time your apt needs cleaning you should make your H do it, or at least hire a cleaning lady!

i will be at RMA tomorrow, so if you need me to do some stalking for you, LMK and i will do it! those damn coordinators need to get their acts together!!!

and i really hope AF shows up soon for you. our bodies end up being so out of whack, why can't they just cooperate and act normally. it would be much appreciated!

((HUGS))

katerena · January 2011

That sounds like a lot all at once. Hugs to you

butterfly843 · January 2011

Sending hugs.

cbubbles2 · January 2011

Hugs for all of the above! I'm sorry that everything is feeling so challenging for you. I remember you saying you do yoga often, maybe you can bring a yoga dvd to keep yourself busy in your hotel room? I bet the emotional and physical rejuvenation will help lift your spirits!

LCS040209 · January 2011

(((hugs)))

I feel gross too, so you're certainly not alone on the holiday grossness.

lyse2143 · January 2011

Hmmmm my advice is to pamper yourself. Have a cocktail, take a bath, give yourself a pedicure, have a huge bowl of ice cream for dinner, whatever makes you happy. Sorry sweets.