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TTC After a Loss
lorlei13
member
"I'm not telling you it's gonna be easy. I'm telling you it's gonna be worth it." -Art Williams
"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein
*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*
lorlei13
member
Evening ladies!! What's your New Year's Day confession?
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Just a reminder - the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about
what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you
did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***
"I'm not telling you it's gonna be easy. I'm telling you it's gonna be worth it." -Art Williams
"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein
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Re: *|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*
DH is really getting on my last nerve with his new found food finickiness...
I made bread the other day from scratch...I had a loaf left that I needed to use up so I made french toast...I made it like he always likes it and he doesn't like it! He wants me to make new bread and do it again...I about cried. I told him either eat what I gave him or order something...I was done cooking. He has loved my cooking forever and genuinely liked it until the last week where he hasn't liked diddly I have made... I have nothing to be proud of anymore... I feel like a failure and I can't even cook anymore I guess...I am trying so hard to make him happy... but oh well.
I hope facebook unbans me soon...I still can't comment and it's pissing me off.
AF ended on Thursday, but I told DH that it didn't until today!! We are going to start TTC this month, and I didn't want him wasting any swimmers
Let the starting begin tonight!!!!
M/C July 2009.
BFP #2 6/1/11(1st cycle on Clomid)
Norah Lynn was born on 2/3/2012
TTC again January 2014
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
I'm really glad that you stood up to your H. Between this and the whole "duck incident" that you described earlier, I would be extremely unhappy with DH. It sounds like he's being a brat and trying to "poke the bear" and start a fight. Do not get down on yourself (I'm so impressed that you made duck and bread from scratch!). You're going through a really rough time right now and his behavior is not helpful at all. I'm sending you ((HUGE HUGS)) over the air and I wish you could send me some of the french toast you made - yum!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Siggy Warning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After my D&C, it took me 12 weeks to get AF, it will happen, I promise. *big hug*
I am sorry! I know how ya feel (Check out my chart for this cycle and last cycle)
TTC since Oct '09
Missed miscarriage 3/24/10 @ 16 wks, Partial Molar Pregnancy
Began our IF journey in May '11
Asherman's Diagnosis (cervical & uterine scarring) - Surgery 8/17/11
IUIs #1-#5 & 1 canceled IUI, IVF #1, 2 FETs - all BFN
IVF# 2 December '12, BFP 1/13! EDD 9/21
I have a few confessions:
I just ate at outback steakhouse, and had their cheese fries. I feel guilty and fat now.
I haven't been to yoga since before xmas. I didn't go after xmas because I thought the evening classes would be too busy with people getting into yoga before the New Year holiday. Today I didn't feel like going because, lets be honest, I was hung over. And tomorrow my class isn't offered....
I've eaten 2 balls of frozen raw cookie dough today, and done almost no chores.
TTC since Oct '09
Missed miscarriage 3/24/10 @ 16 wks, Partial Molar Pregnancy
Began our IF journey in May '11
Asherman's Diagnosis (cervical & uterine scarring) - Surgery 8/17/11
IUIs #1-#5 & 1 canceled IUI, IVF #1, 2 FETs - all BFN
IVF# 2 December '12, BFP 1/13! EDD 9/21
Mmmmm, Outback cheese fries are the best! My confession? I told DH we couldn't TTC until I get cleared by the OB on Thurs. but they really told me I could go ahead as soon as I stopped bleeding. Just not wanting to waste my BD unless it's going to be good for something. I feel horrible!
Thanks so much for letting me see that - wow - it's just so difficult to figure it all out. I also had my bbt therm break over the holiday while we were at the ranch - couldn't go "out" to get one because there was no place to get one. bfe! I now have this huge gap in my temps - five days to be exact - but I at least had my opks and they were all negative. doc said I should O between weeks 4 and6 after my surgery and d&c - we are coming up to week four now but all my cm signs were way back in week 2. but FF didn't mark it as O... so... I hate the waiting. It's like I think about it non stop. Now that we are back home and back on a routine I can focus on other things - like my kid, crafts, playdates. all I wanted from santa was for my body to O. silly huh?
duplicate.
Thanks so much for letting me see that - wow - it's just so difficult to figure it all out. I also had my bbt therm break over the holiday while we were at the ranch - couldn't go "out" to get one because there was no place to get one. bfe! I now have this huge gap in my temps - five days to be exact - but I at least had my opks and they were all negative. doc said I should O between weeks 4 and6 after my surgery and d&c - we are coming up to week four now but all my cm signs were way back in week 2. but FF didn't mark it as O... so... I hate the waiting. It's like I think about it non stop. Now that we are back home and back on a routine I can focus on other things - like my kid, crafts, playdates. all I wanted from santa was for my body to O. silly huh?
Thanks so much for letting me see that - wow - it's just so difficult to figure it all out. I also had my bbt therm break over the holiday while we were at the ranch - couldn't go "out" to get one because there was no place to get one. bfe! I now have this huge gap in my temps - five days to be exact - but I at least had my opks and they were all negative. doc said I should O between weeks 4 and6 after my surgery and d&c - we are coming up to week four now but all my cm signs were way back in week 2. but FF didn't mark it as O... so... I hate the waiting. It's like I think about it non stop. Now that we are back home and back on a routine I can focus on other things - like my kid, crafts, playdates. all I wanted from santa was for my body to O. silly huh?
Thanks so much for letting me see that - wow - it's just so difficult to figure it all out. I also had my bbt therm break over the holiday while we were at the ranch - couldn't go "out" to get one because there was no place to get one. bfe! I now have this huge gap in my temps - five days to be exact - but I at least had my opks and they were all negative. doc said I should O between weeks 4 and6 after my surgery and d&c - we are coming up to week four now but all my cm signs were way back in week 2. but FF didn't mark it as O... so... I hate the waiting. It's like I think about it non stop. Now that we are back home and back on a routine I can focus on other things - like my kid, crafts, playdates. all I wanted from santa was for my body to O. silly huh?
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
Not silly at all! *hugs*
I also planned to start the whole exercise/healthy eating thing right at the new year, but at this point I fully plan to eat a bunch of snacks tomorrow, leftover from our NYE party and start on Monday.
I also told myself I would go to the gym every day over break and I haven't even gone once or cared.
::sigh::
I understand. All day today I have been totally jealous of anyone who has a 28 day cycle. I'm on CD 40 and I'm only 10 DPO. To top it off I got a BFN this morning and now I'm feeling depressed that not only will I not have a September baby, October is going to be out as well. I know its not over yet, since I'm only 10 DPO, but today I'm feeling depressed. Thankfully DH saw that I was depressed and bought me roses today. He used to never buy me flowers, but since my mc he's bought them a lot to cheer me up.
Missed m/c 10/25/10 @ 11.5 weeks
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I have been hiding from my family/friends for 5 days now b/c I got a BFP on Monday evening, but had a low, low temp that day and I did not think all was going to end well. Then a few days passed and I felt safer and thought maybe it would all be ok, but alas, woke up on NYE to AF, so a chemical PG for me.
I was so hoping to get to tell my parents today that 2011 was going to be a better year..sigh.
I'm a self-righteous b***h who thinks her in-laws are quite ridiculous with their let's drink too much at bars and pretend we're in our 20's. And to legitimize their riduculousness they are launching a music talent booking agency in their community of 500 people. Really?
Like I said, self-righteous.
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
"'My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,' says the Lord. 'And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9
BFP #1 7/4/2010--Natural M/C 8/4/2010
BFP #2 4/25/2011 Please stick, baby!! EDD 1/1/2012
Forever Buddy to carrieandtim
I went to DH's dad's side of the family's christmas tonight and not only was my FIL's pregnant wife there but DH's dad's OLDER brother's girlfriend was there with their 2 months old.. I could stop the tears.. generally I can hold it until I'm alone but I couldn't today..also I bout throat punched FIL's wife when she was complaining about being pregnant.. I'm tired of hearing it.. atleast she is fvcking pregnant and will be meeting her son in a few weeks..
Also on the same note.. me and DH's aunt have gotten really really close lately because we are always together.. so we kinda isolated FIL's wife and didn't talk to her at all.. not just because she was pregnant (while is part of my reasoning) but because none of us can stand her tactics as far as how she has been keeping FIL seperated from his family.. we went from seeing him every weekend to us seening him twice now in the past 3 months...biotch...
I am sick of DH leaving his clothes and socks everywhere, I am constantly cleaning up after him and when I say something to him about it he says he does clean up blah blah blah... but he doesn't. Sometimes I wonder why I married him.
I'm so happy for all the bfp's around here latelly but the other part of me is jealous and angry that it's not me with a bfp.
I have had this happen! Not pleasant!
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
That is so sweet! I love hearing about DHs really stepping up when their loves are sad. (((hugs)))
(((hugs)))