*** Just a reminder - the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***
"I'm not telling you it's gonna be easy. I'm telling you it's gonna be worth it." -Art Williams "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein
I have 33 stitches in my body from last night's self injury incident...12 on my wrist and 10 on my leg...and DH still wanted me to make dinner...I finally told him either order pizza or make us both dinner, I wasn't doing it....now he keeps calling me into the kitchen to help him I might as well have done it myself....sigh. I'm irritated to say the least.
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I have been wanting "it" for a few days, but timing hasn't worked well. So, I'm downstairs, naked, and he's upstairs playing craps online. I thought he'd come down a few min ago....I'm losing interest.
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I have 33 stitches in my body from last night's self injury incident...12 on my wrist and 10 on my leg...and DH still wanted me to make dinner...I finally told him either order pizza or make us both dinner, I wasn't doing it....now he keeps calling me into the kitchen to help him I might as well have done it myself....sigh. I'm irritated to say the least.
I'm glad you took care of that.
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I lied to our friends...I don't want to go to their NYE party since all our mutual friends are FH's...So I told them I am not feeling well and that we are staying in...And I don't even feel bad about it!
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I don't know why, but lately, I'd say that last 2 days, I've been really horny! lol! I've resorted to take care of myself and even watch some porn on my iphone...for free of course!
Gosh, this is something I'd never say in public! Is it considered TMI?
I don't know why, but lately, I'd say that last 2 days, I've been really horny! lol! I've resorted to take care of myself and even watch some porn on my iphone...for free of course!
Gosh, this is something I'd never say in public! Is it considered TMI?
I want phone porn! Lol.
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I don't know why, but lately, I'd say that last 2 days, I've been really horny! lol! I've resorted to take care of myself and even watch some porn on my iphone...for free of course!
Gosh, this is something I'd never say in public! Is it considered TMI?
lol this was me a couple of days ago...I think I over did it. Tomorrow's my anniversary and I have no desire to BD...I think I broke it. oh sh!t.
I don't know why, but lately, I'd say that last 2 days, I've been really horny! lol! I've resorted to take care of myself and even watch some porn on my iphone...for free of course!
Gosh, this is something I'd never say in public! Is it considered TMI?
I want phone porn! Lol.
phone porn is so much better than laptop porn!
I erase my history after going over some of the websites. hehe....DH caught me the other night. Not pleasuring myself, but just watching it! lol!
I hung out w/ my single friend today and it was fun listening to her man stories and I am secretly living vicariously through her singleness and reminiscing about all the sh!t I did when I was single. It makes me laugh cause she's about 5 yrs behind me in terms of her current...activities. She used to tease me for being a "sleeping slut" (not sex, just sleep/cuddling) and now she totally gets it and I just find it funny to think of the number of men I "slept" with.
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Bill just caught me feeling myself up. He asked wtf I was doing and I told him "I thought I felt a lump, but it was just fat." I was really trying to decide if they were more or less tender than 10 minutes ago.
I smoked a cigarette today. Actually I smoked part of a cigarette. 1/3 into it and I felt like I was going to puke and I was upset about it because I used to really like smoking. I quit a few years ago and now they smell really gross to me. DH would kill me if he found out.
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I just read every post on the September 2011 board. I need to stop torturing myself, but I figured it was better then reading the posts on the May board like I really wanted to.
I'm sitting in my parents beach house secretly happy that FIL's wife didn't come.. The plan was for all of us to come and celebrate New Years but she said she felt sick and changed her mind.. I am so glad she isn't here and that I don't have to look at her pregnant belly and listen to her complain. but I do wish FIL was here since he is the life of the party.. I wish he could have come without her...
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So my "spotting" became red and heavier today. I'm refusing to mark it as CD1 in my chart despite it being bright red and enough to put a pantyliner on for. If you looked at my google history you'd see lots of inquiries containing the words "implantation bleeding." I'm in some serious denial.
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
I just read every post on the September 2011 board. I need to stop torturing myself, but I figured it was better then reading the posts on the May board like I really wanted to.
I did TOO! What's up with that?! I'm not there yet, so why am I reading all their posts?! I did that last month with the August board, too.... <sigh>
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So my "spotting" became red and heavier today. I'm refusing to mark it as CD1 in my chart despite it being bright red and enough to put a pantyliner on for. If you looked at my google history you'd see lots of inquiries containing the words "implantation bleeding." I'm in some serious denial.
I would be in denial, too - that is one short LP you're having!! Have you had your progesterone checked?
I'm sorry about the spotting turning heavier. AF sucks.
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I haven't been bumping during vacation because I didn't want to play the 20 questions game from my family. I feel so lost and out of the loop. It made me realize just how much I bump from the office and it made me feel a bit guilty.
AF is due tomorrow, and no signs of her showing up. MF has been coming and going, and I am dying to get back to GA to POAS.
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I would be in denial, too - that is one short LP you're having!! Have you had your progesterone checked?
I'm sorry about the spotting turning heavier. AF sucks.
I'm hoping its a fluke. I was working crazy hours and got super sleep deprived. I think my body tried to ovulate CD14-16 which was when I was barely getting sleep so maybe that threw things off? Again more denial.... ahhh!
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
I just read every post on the September 2011 board. I need to stop torturing myself, but I figured it was better then reading the posts on the May board like I really wanted to.
Me too! I was really bad for it a few days ago before my crappy CD1. I was supposed to be May, too, and I keep going back. Why, why do I punnish myself?
BFP#1 - 8/27/10 - D&C 10/27/10 @ 13 weeks to Trisomy 18
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BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
I have 33 stitches in my body from last night's self injury incident...12 on my wrist and 10 on my leg...and DH still wanted me to make dinner...I finally told him either order pizza or make us both dinner, I wasn't doing it....now he keeps calling me into the kitchen to help him I might as well have done it myself....sigh. I'm irritated to say the least.
Awww that's annoying. Yesterday when we got back from my surgery I was trying to relax while DH made dinner and he couldn't find something so he decided to take everything out of the freezer and put it back in I just organized it so I was irked. Tonight he cooked chicken for himself and gave himself food poisoning. At least I feel needed.
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Tomorrow I am going to pick up the really.cool.but holy crap. expensive. lingerie that I bought on impulse right after my m/c happened. It was totally an out of control move but my defenses were so down. There was about a month after the m/c when all I wanted was to shop. It kind of provided this fantasy land where everything was perfect and beautiful and it made me feel the same. I'm amazed I didn't rack up more debt. Luckily none is more than I can pay off and I'm feeling back in control again. And damn if I'm not going to have some beautiful vah-vah voom pieces of under/outer wear! DH will just roll his eyes, I'm sure.
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I'm naked. Lol
I have been wanting "it" for a few days, but timing hasn't worked well. So, I'm downstairs, naked, and he's upstairs playing craps online. I thought he'd come down a few min ago....I'm losing interest.
I don't know why, but lately, I'd say that last 2 days, I've been really horny! lol!
I've resorted to take care of myself and even watch some porn on my iphone...for free of course!
Gosh, this is something I'd never say in public! Is it considered TMI?
BFP#1: 7/14/10. EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby! BFP #4: 2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15 BFP #5: 4/5/15 EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)
BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16

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lol this was me a couple of days ago...I think I over did it. Tomorrow's my anniversary and I have no desire to BD...I think I broke it. oh sh!t.
phone porn is so much better than laptop porn!
I erase my history after going over some of the websites. hehe....DH caught me the other night. Not pleasuring myself, but just watching it! lol!
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Missed m/c 10/25/10 @ 11.5 weeks
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
I did TOO! What's up with that?! I'm not there yet, so why am I reading all their posts?! I did that last month with the August board, too.... <sigh>
I'm sorry about the spotting turning heavier. AF sucks.
I haven't been bumping during vacation because I didn't want to play the 20 questions game from my family. I feel so lost and out of the loop. It made me realize just how much I bump from the office and it made me feel a bit guilty.
AF is due tomorrow, and no signs of her showing up. MF has been coming and going, and I am dying to get back to GA to POAS.
I'm hoping its a fluke. I was working crazy hours and got super sleep deprived. I think my body tried to ovulate CD14-16 which was when I was barely getting sleep so maybe that threw things off? Again more denial.... ahhh!
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
Me too! I was really bad for it a few days ago before my crappy CD1. I was supposed to be May, too, and I keep going back. Why, why do I punnish myself?
BFP#1 - 8/27/10 - D&C 10/27/10 @ 13 weeks to Trisomy 18
Missing our Angel Baby Gabriel
BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
Awww that's annoying. Yesterday when we got back from my surgery I was trying to relax while DH made dinner and he couldn't find something so he decided to take everything out of the freezer and put it back in
I just organized it so I was irked. Tonight he cooked chicken for himself and gave himself food poisoning. At least I feel needed.
Tomorrow I am going to pick up the really.cool.but holy crap. expensive. lingerie that I bought on impulse right after my m/c happened. It was totally an out of control move but my defenses were so down. There was about a month after the m/c when all I wanted was to shop. It kind of provided this fantasy land where everything was perfect and beautiful and it made me feel the same. I'm amazed I didn't rack up more debt. Luckily none is more than I can pay off and I'm feeling back in control again. And damn if I'm not going to have some beautiful vah-vah voom pieces of under/outer wear! DH will just roll his eyes, I'm sure.