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BFF Having A Girl And 31st BDay Tomorrow

patchen30patchen30 member
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I'm feeling like cr*p today...paralyzed by all kinds of worries about whether we're going the right route w/ this and all the expenses, and how much more we can handle, etc.

My BFF just found out she's having a girl...for some reason attaching a s*x to her baby makes it even more painful for me.

And I'm turning 31 tomorrow.  Blech.  I guess it's better than the alternative, but I was 28 when we started this process.  I'm really still here?  3 years later? 

Sorry to complain, I just need to vent to someone who understands...someone please tell me this is going to be over soon and I'll have a baby (somehow) and be happy again! 

TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN :(
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!

 

James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!

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Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!

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Re: BFF Having A Girl And 31st BDay Tomorrow

  • Edwina.McDunnoughEdwina.McDunnough
    You'll find a way to be a mom, I'm sure of it.
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  • vanessagorcvanessagorc member
    Some way, it will be ur turn too.  ((hugs))
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  • jessican08jessican08 member
    ((HUGS)). I'm sorry you're having such a bad day Patchen. You will be a mother one day, one way or another.
    TTC 12/2009
    Me: 32 - Stage II Endo / DH: 36 - Low count and morphology (1%)
    IUIs 1-3 BFN, lap Dec. 2010, IUIs 4-6 BFN
    IVF w/ICSI #1 - ER 2/8: 24R 19M 9F ET 2/13 2-5 day blasts (no frosties) = BFP - b/g twins!
    E & C Born 10/19/2012
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  • MrsP71506MrsP71506

    I am so sorry you are having a rough day.  I am always wondering if I am doing the right things and always wondering if I am missing something when it comes to trying to get pregnant.  So I can totally understand how you are feeling. 

    Remember that you will be a mom one day.  It will happen one way or another and you will have an amazing family one day. 

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  • 07may0707may07

    Patchen, I have no doubt that you will be a mom!

    I'm sorry you're having a rough time.  ((hugs))  We're here for you.

    Happy Birthday!!

    *P/SAIFW* TTC since 1/08 Clomid, 2 IUIs, 4 IVFs, FET 7 losses Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • babylove0511babylove0511 member
    im sorry patchen ((HUGS)) i am sure you will be a mom soon. 
    ::PAIF/SAIF Welcome::

    TTC since July 2008
    IUI 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF#2 BFP

    it's a girl!!

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  • sunshine610sunshine610 member

    I completely understand you on both counts. I remember thinking "I still have a chance to have a baby in my 20s", then "I still have a chance to be pregnant in my 20s". For some reason it was really hard to deal with when both of those milestones passed. Also, I have a friend that got pregnant with a girl at the same time we started trying, and is now pregnant with a boy. It's hard for me to even look at her, especially since she knows some of what we are going through and made a HUGE public announcement about her second pregnancy. Blegh.

    I hope this is the last birthday you have to spend dealing with this. 

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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending hugs.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife

    ::hugs::

    you will be a mommy. you will.

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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