CD1 hit me hard. No flames please

skits_1 · December 2010

We have been ttc 7 months now. I've been temping and charting and using op.'s this last month. We really didn't miss our window that's for sure! I was feeling so confident about this cycle but af showed up today. I feel worse than other months. I'm not sure why. Maybe because I am staying at my parents and in laws for the holidays and j wish I could be home. DH is really disappointed too. When I tol him today he tried to comfort me but he felt so cold towards me. Anyways no point to my post just want to get this off my chest. I really hope I can have a child of my own one day. I'm so terrified I can't. Thanks for ' listening'

tblauvelt · December 2010

Sorry for CD1, I know it can be tough. FWIW, I had good timing last cycle too and thought that for sure it was going to end in a BFP. I definitely had high hopes being that AF stayed away for 2 days after she was due, but of course she had to crash the party. Hang in there.

ChickenLittle2010 · December 2010

tblauvelt:
Sorry for CD1, I know it can be tough. FWIW, I had good timing last cycle too and thought that for sure it was going to end in a BFP. I definitely had high hopes being that AF stayed away for 2 days after she was due, but of course she had to crash the party. Hang in there.

Hey cycle buddy.

Same thing OP, CD1 hit me HARD. We have had 3 good months of timing. Like perfect timing so it is really hard to see AF show her face. This last cycle I was 2 days late when AF showed up. No symptoms. My temp even went back up the day before so I REALLY thought I was in the clear to test.

Good luck OP. I hope you get your BFP soon!

XXXXX222 · December 2010

Sorry.

psubride1012 · December 2010

I think my first charting cycle BFN was one of the hardest - you feel like you finally have a plan and that you are doing everything right, and nothing. I guess it's just confirmation that TTGP is not totally within your control.... Hang in there.

jdmom03 · December 2010

Deff no flame here, i'm sorry to hear this will be going on 8m now. I've been trying for 7m now but i have a LO. But like others say you can have perfect timing but AF just shows her ugly lil head. GL next cycle

lynn0926 · December 2010

I'm sorry. I was very confident this cycle too. We are cycle buddies this month! Have a glass of wine and get ready to put your game face on for this cycle. I knew AF was coming 5 days ago when I started spotting and I shed a few tears for the first time 5 days ago. TTC can really suck but try to keep your head up.

Banana2011 · December 2010

Boo! CD1 sucks even when we're not TTC, huh? Feel better.

HazelBee22 · December 2010

Sorry to hear this, lady! Definitely no flames from me. Seeing AF can be so disappointing. I cry almost every cycle... the hormones don't help I guess, but I still feel a little silly doing it. DH doesn't understand, but he does a good job comforting me.

Jing22 · December 2010

Chin up. Another cycle is ahead of you now. I was there a week ago. We are all going through the roller coaster ride of emotions each month.

Whitbell · December 2010

We all have those cycles, so sorry!! I've been in tears and AF isn't even here yet but know she is on her way. TTC is so emotional!!! Hang in there. I hope you get your BFP soon. I just hit 8 cycles since my m/c and just found out that my brothers gf is expecting. I cried so hard. She is great but I think she intentionally did it. He is in school, no job, had major medical issues recently and.so on. I am happy for them but having a hard time with it. Not because I wish theu weren't just because he isn't responsible.

skits_1 · December 2010

Thank you everyone for your kind words. I feel better knowing that I am not alone. I need to work on letting go and realizing that I don't have control and that's ok. Here's to all our bfp's in 2011!!!

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