Goodbye Girls (Not BFP) :(

Mrs+Mouse · December 2010

Hi ladies - It looks like DH and I are out for a while now. Some of you might remember that this was our last shot at it before he deploys next month. I have been consistently O'ing around CD 28 for the last few months. Last month he was away on a work up and we missed our timing. I figured we'd have perfect timing this month since he'd be home for Christmas.

We went back home to visit family and got a hotel room and everything. My temps had been pretty crazy and I was skipping days here and there because it wasn't even close to CD 28. We had sex on CD 26 and I bled pretty badly after - I thought maybe it was just because of sex (sorry if TMI). I spotted the next day and then started AF on CD 28. I was crushed because I knew this was it. I haven't even entered it into FF because I just can't get myself to do it.

I did start Green Tea this month. Does anyone know if that could have made me O early? I haven't heard of it doing that before. Also, how do you 'pause' FF?

We don't know when DH will be back from his deployment but we will start back up after that. I want to thank the board for all of the information and support that I have gotten while being here (and lurking for a year before while DH was deployed). I'd like to say I'll lurk, but right now I'm just really bummed out and upset. It really just makes me want to cry.

I don't want to see any of you around by the time I get back - you hear! I wish you all beautiful BFPs soon

If you've gotten this far - thanks for reading.

missycrissy3 · December 2010

Mrs. Mouse Im sorry that timing was bad this go around. I hope you are able to come back here soon! Please tell your DH thanks for fighting for our country.

Banana2011 · December 2010

I'm sorry

I wish there was something I could say to make things better.

LAHN · December 2010

sorry you've had such a tough holiday. Wacky cycles always seem to occur when they are least welcome don't they? good luck when you start TTC again....TTGP will always be here when you need it (us)!

prplscrubs · December 2010

so sorry!!

I can understand why you are feeling the way you do. I know its hard and there's nothing any of us can say, but I hope he is able to come home sooner then later. ((Hugs))