DH Vent

So today I woke up with a 100.4 fever. My regular dr is out of the office on Tuesdays so I went to walk-in care. I figured I had a urinary tract infection bc I've had them before and know what they feel like. By the time I got to walk-in my fever was 102.3. Great. I didn't sleep at all last night bc I was alternating between super hot and super cold. And when I got super cold I got the shakes really really bad. So the walk-in said yes I do have a uti and they send me a prescription. Woohoo. At least there is hope. But DH is being an a$$fvck about have to take care of LO all day. He says he's not mad but I can tell that he is. We've been best friends since we were 12. We are now 25. You can't hide that you are piss. But seriously EFF OFF! I am nauseous and dizzy and and SUPER uncomfortable picking up LO bc if I get the shakes again I'm afraid I will drop her. That's how bad they are. I asked him if he wanted to see if his mom could take care of LO for a few hours so he could chill out but he says he doesn't need help. If you don't need help don't be a jerk to me. I'm sick and I told you upfront why I'm uncomfortable holding LO.

So DH has to run a couple of errands. And he decides to leave LO with me. WTF am I supposed to do now? She is in her swing but she's starting to get fussy. But I'm not taking her out of her swing bc I'm not comfortable. What is so hard to understand about that. I already cried bc I feel like it's my job to take care of her and I can't. STOP BEING A JERK. Ugh