TTC After a Loss

*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

What's on your minds tonight, ladies?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.*** 

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Re: *|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

  • DH cooked and it made my stomach so upset...but I can't tell him or he'll never do it again! UGH...I guess I'll suffer in silence.
    imageVincent Julian born on March 27th, 2013 DX with Down Syndrome image
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  • I saw my 2nd cousin over the weekend and she was KU.  I knew she was but it took me off-guard.  It was at my Grandma's funeral so I was already VERY sad.  Seeing her belly made me want to run and cry.  She is due end of March and I was due mid-February.  I love her and am happy for her, but I was so sad at the same time.  Just broke my heart a little more that day. 
  • I went to the jewelery store today to buy presents for friends and all I wanted to do was buy things for MYSELF... it's been a hard few months, I deserve it, right?!
    BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8
    BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
    Lilypie Third Birthday tickers
    BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
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  • It's only 7:56 here, and I'm pretty sure I will be heading to bed within the next half hour.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

  • I still haven't gotten anything for Dh for Xmas. I'm a sucky wife.
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  • With Christmas and all its craziness and FI work schedule we have been really busy and all the cleaning and "chores" have been really neglected the past week. So I told him that today I was going to clean this place from top to bottom and get it all shiney and new. Especially with my parents and brothers coming over for breakfast on Saturday. Welllll its almost 10pm, FI has been at work since 4pm and all I have gotten done is 2 loads of laundry and ironing. I still have some clothes left to fold and put away, vacuum, dust, change the cat box, and the list goes on. Luckily FI doesnt get home til 4am.

    But the worst part of all of it is that FI asked me earlier if I would keep SS over night and I told him I really didnt want to since I was going to be cleaning and SS likes to make big messes and it would only back track me. And all I have done is bump and watch tv. Opps.

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ANGELS ARE GIVEN WINGS AND TAKEN BACK TOO SOON --- We love and miss you soo much Kacie Rae --- 9/11/10 --- born sleeping at 29wks2d
  • I don't trust my bosses....just a thought.  On the other hand-I'm trying to think happy thoughts.  I just hate 2010 & want it to end!
    TTC January 2010
    BFP #1 10-11-10 ectopic discovered 10-22-10, 10-23-10 methotrexate & emergency surgery, lost right tube BFP #2 12-1-10 Found to be tissue dropped from salingectomy or missed heterotopic pregnancy from BFP #1 BFP #3 1-30-11 DS arrived on due date 10-10-11 BFP #4 Surprise 9-3-12 EDD 5-9-13 DS2 arrived 5-5-13 BFP #5 5-14-14 Emergency D&C 6-16-14 9 weeks
  • I feel bad that I broke down crying last night. I think this christmas is tougher than last year.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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