*** Just a reminder - the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing
this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you
wouldn't tell anyone else.***
"I'm not telling you it's gonna be easy. I'm telling you it's gonna be worth it." -Art Williams "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein
I saw my 2nd cousin over the weekend and she was KU. I knew she was but it took me off-guard. It was at my Grandma's funeral so I was already VERY sad. Seeing her belly made me want to run and cry. She is due end of March and I was due mid-February. I love her and am happy for her, but I was so sad at the same time. Just broke my heart a little more that day.
I went to the jewelery store today to buy presents for friends and all I wanted to do was buy things for MYSELF... it's been a hard few months, I deserve it, right?!
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
With Christmas and all its craziness and FI work schedule we have been really busy and all the cleaning and "chores" have been really neglected the past week. So I told him that today I was going to clean this place from top to bottom and get it all shiney and new. Especially with my parents and brothers coming over for breakfast on Saturday. Welllll its almost 10pm, FI has been at work since 4pm and all I have gotten done is 2 loads of laundry and ironing. I still have some clothes left to fold and put away, vacuum, dust, change the cat box, and the list goes on. Luckily FI doesnt get home til 4am.
But the worst part of all of it is that FI asked me earlier if I would keep SS over night and I told him I really didnt want to since I was going to be cleaning and SS likes to make big messes and it would only back track me. And all I have done is bump and watch tv. Opps.
ANGELS ARE GIVEN WINGS AND TAKEN BACK TOO SOON --- We love and miss you soo much Kacie Rae --- 9/11/10 --- born sleeping at 29wks2d
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BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
With Christmas and all its craziness and FI work schedule we have been really busy and all the cleaning and "chores" have been really neglected the past week. So I told him that today I was going to clean this place from top to bottom and get it all shiney and new. Especially with my parents and brothers coming over for breakfast on Saturday. Welllll its almost 10pm, FI has been at work since 4pm and all I have gotten done is 2 loads of laundry and ironing. I still have some clothes left to fold and put away, vacuum, dust, change the cat box, and the list goes on. Luckily FI doesnt get home til 4am.
But the worst part of all of it is that FI asked me earlier if I would keep SS over night and I told him I really didnt want to since I was going to be cleaning and SS likes to make big messes and it would only back track me. And all I have done is bump and watch tv. Opps.
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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