Hey ladies,
I have to go back to work full time starting Weds. I am so nervous, anxious, scared, relieved... I am a huge ball of emotions. I pump, so I am worried my supply will take a bigger hit than it did with the return of AF. I work 3 nights a week (not in a row), and should be able to pump at least 3 times a night. I will leave my house at 6:30pm and get home by 9am.My mom will watch DS in the day while I sleep.
I guess my solace is that if any milestones happen, she can just run and wake me up. I have enjoyed all of my time home with my baby, but at the same time I miss my friends from work. Just needed to ask, how has everyone's transition to work been?
Re: Going back to work.
It was rough the first couple of days. I felt like I didn't get to see DS, and I was so afraid he was going to start something new while I was away, but it's gotten a lot better. Its like to be out and to feel like I am contributing to the family again.
I pump also, and my supply took a hit, but not as badly as I thought. I just had to dip into my freezer stash yesterday while he stayed with my mom, and I have been back to work for 2 weeks now. On my days off, I am able to catch back up though. GL!
I worked from home for a few weeks and then started back full time last week. Working from home was hard because I spent so much time attending to LO that I ended up working much longer hours. Also, the time I did spend with him while trying to get work done felt rushed and I had a million other things on my mind so I always felt guilty.
Now that I'm back in the office, at least the time I do spend with him is much more quality time and he gets my full attention. It's been really hard on me being gone all day, but I know the baby is in good hands. We have a great sitter, but i'm still sad that I'm not there with my son throughout the day. I definitely tear up a little at least once a day over it. Hopefully it will get easier soon!!!
Good luck!