TTC After a Loss

Confession

So I had cramps today... and therefore wanted to POAS. This may not be sane reasoning but whatever.  I am only 8 dpo so I know logically it would be negative.  I KNOW that testing this early is dumb. It's actually wasteful...  So instead of using an HPT I used an OPK because I had a ton.  I also know they are not for confirming pregnancy. I got a line.  Not a super dark one but quite a faint one. I know there is always Lh in your system and that's probably what it is but I couldn't help myself.  

I'm horrible... no more POAS until AF is due.  I just give myself false hope. Ugh... What a dummy. 

BFP 6/20/10 1st M/C- 7/3/10~ 6 w 1 d
BFP 9/13/10- Chemical Pregnancy discovered 9/16/10
BFP 2/23/11 EDD 2nd M/C 3/20/10~ 7 w 6 d
BFP 9/17/11- Twins! Alice Nichole 5/15/12 Colette Parker 5/15/12
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Re: Confession

  • I totally understand.  the waiting game sucks.  i have been feeling natious all week and i want to test so bad but its too early and i have to keep reminding myself i would just be giving myself false hope.  here is to waiting for af.  happy thoughts for you and you r not a dummy just normal.
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  • Well, don't feel bad. I told my DH yesterday that this month I want to use OPK to TTC just because I would like to see a positive line on something. Hang in there!!
    6 & 2 year old, 2 losses
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