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Back from Disney World!

MrsR25MrsR25
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DH and I are back from our last minute "we need a vacation because we can't stay pregnant" trip. Its funny that we choose Disney World because of all the children, but its our happy place.

The trip was a blast apart from the record low temps (19 degrees on Tuesdsay morning!!!).

I suprisingly wasn't effected by all the children and babies that much. Being surrounded by hundreds of misbehaving children has the opposite affect I guess!

I did have a complete breakdown though on Monday night during the fireworks. The whole theme is Wishes and how when you wish your dreams come true. They are my absolute favorite thing at Disney. Well I just started hysterically bawling in the middle of the fireworks. When they were over DH looked over at me and started freaking out and all I could say was "I just want this year to be over. This has been the worst year ever. Wishing doesn't mean anything. Its crap." Definitely had all the people around me wondering  what the hell was wrong with me!

Hope everyone had a good week. My temping was horrible because the thermostat in the hotel wouldn't go below 70! So I didn't temp half the time! Hopefully my chart isn't too messed up. Using opks was hard too!

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  • kwiens6673kwiens6673
    Wow DH and I just got back from WDW too! We had fun but it was still really hard and we promised each other that we would not go back without a little one (which means we need to get one asap because we usually visit WDW at least once a year).
    BFP 08/18/10 saw hb at 6 weeks, missed m/c at 10w2d, D&C 10/01/10 Please God help us get our forever baby!
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  • christyjoleechristyjolee

    I just teared up reading about your breakdown during the fireworks.  Moments like that always get to me. 

    I am so glad that you were able to get away and go to your happy place.  I bet it was awesome and I've seen pictures of how pretty it is during the holidays.

    I've never been and DH wants to take me but we've been putting it on hold because of TTC.  I think we need to just say whatever and do it!!

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  • tctibbetctibbe member

    I love WDW!  I really want to take DH but he is rebelling until we have a LO to take with us. 

    I'm sorry about your break-down.  Moments like that are very painful, whether or not you are in public.

    HUGS

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  • MrsR25MrsR25

    I think everyone should experience Disney without kids. Its such a different experience. We took our 4 y/o niece in May with us and while its amazing to see it through a child's eyes, we missed out on a lot of the adult stuff we normally do.

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  • itsmeginitsmegin

    That is awesome that you still had fun despite the cold and the kids! I am sorry you had such an emotional experience I totally get what you mean though, the fireworks always get to me, and I haven't even been since my loss, I'm sure I'd lose it. We all have wishes and hopes and dreams for LOs and wishing our hearts out and dreaming did nothing.

    It's funny that you mention this, I am a HUGE Disneyland fan (never been to Disneyworld though) and for the past 7 years or so I've had an annual pass and went about once a month, and my whole life living here I've always gone regularly. Now it's been six months since I've been and DH suggested we go for our anniversary but I decided against it. As happy as Disneyland normally makes me, I just know seeing all the kids and families will make me sad, so I have been looking into more grown-up getaway ideas. 

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  • TapatioTapatio

    I'm sorry you had an emotional moment but sometimes it can feel really good to just let it all out. I've also cried during fireworks (on New Years). I always look forward to "starting a clean slate" but it's really heartbreaking when you've spent the last year having all of your hopes and dreams pulverized. I really hope your wishes come true this coming year ((hugs)).

    I would love to go to Walt Disney World! I try and go to Disneyland every year since it's so close to where we live. In fact, my siggy picture was taken there the last time I went. I even got a special bday badge :)

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