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heistheloveofmylife · December 2010

Hi,

I'm Amy, I'm 24 and we've been trying for almost a year and have had 2 losses the first at 9wks, but the baby was only 4wks old, and the second about three months ago at 6 wks. The reason i'm here now tho is my first due date is approching, on the 21st. I thought I was doing better (not constantly crying) but I find that the closer this day comes the sadder I get, the more distant, the need to connect with others in a simmilar situation is unbearable. My mother(God Love her) says that she just doesn't understand, no one else in the family has had problems and so my confiding in her is limmited...I just need to not feel so alone, and don't think my husband isn't involved because he is, but again I don't think he shares the bond I had with that first or even the second one wich would have been due june 14th, he's supportive but deals in a quieter way. Mainly I just want everyone to know I'm here, and while I may not post much I'm here and want to be supportive to all.

hbkises · December 2010

I'm so sorry for your losses. welcome although it's sucky that you have to be here. we can all relate to everything you said about not really having that many people who understand outside of here. hopefully you find comfort and support here. These ladies are AMAZING, through both of my MC's, I'd be lost without them. Vent and talk as much as you need!