so this is IF related disappointment

kkdavie15 · December 2010

No follies at my check this morning. Canceling this cycle and I have a follow up appointment on Jan 6th to discuss our options. It looks like we will be moving onto injections.

I think I have always been in a little bit of denial that I really had IF issues. I actually had a little bit of hope that all I needed was a little bit of a jump start and I might actually O on my own. The glaring realtity of my IF was staring me in the face on that screen this morning in the form the vacant ovaries that can't even respond to meds. I've cried twice already this morning and I'm leaving work in a few hours to probably cry again. I didn't even feel this disappointed when we moved onto treatments/seeing and RE. This blows... Crying On the plus side... at least I won't have to find out on Christmas day if this cycle didn't work like I would have if we triggered today...

Ya Never Know · December 2010

I'm so sorry about the cancelled cycle. ((hugs)) I hope that the next step in the process turns out much better than the first.

kkdavie15:

I think I have always been in a little bit of denial that I really had IF issues. I actually had a little bit of hope that all I needed was a little bit of a jump start and I might actually O on my own.

I'm just quoting this out, because you verbalized pretty well how I'm feeling about my own journey right now. DH and I aren't going forward with any more treatment/RE for a while because I have it in my head that it will happen when it's meant to. I'm pretty sure if it doesn't happen in another 6 months to a year though, that I will have to deal with the reality that this just won't be easy for us, that I'm just not willing to face right now.

renee3n2008 · December 2010

I'm so sorry this cycle didn't work out for you sweetie. ((Big hugs)) I hope your next step is in the right direction and maybe you can start off 2011 with a BFP.

AmberZ2be · December 2010

I'm so sorry about the cancelled cycle. ((hugs))

I was much more upset my first cancelled cycle than I was about moving on to the RE, so I can understand where you are coming from. I hope a new plan is just what you need to get your bfp.

DeputiesWife · December 2010

::hugs::

kkdavie15 · December 2010

Thanks ladies. It's nice to have a place to verbalize how I'm feeling with out have to say it out loud to DH sometimes. I like to tell him that my pessimism balances out his blind optimism but sometimes I don't want to hear him say that everything will eventually work out. It's good to have other people out there who know what you're going through. DH and I are obviously going through this together but I'm the one with the problem so sometimes I feel like he just doesn't understand how broken I feel.

krysiahamaty · December 2010

So sorry.

Hoping 2011 brings the BFP.

allie76 · December 2010

((hugs)) It's beyond frustrating and disappointing when you take medications to make you produce follicles and your body still doesn't respond. I had to move onto injections too...and with that I still only produced one follicle.

Good luck with your next cycle.

c&n06 · December 2010

I am so sorry ((hugs))

orange1414 · December 2010

((hugs)) I had a canceled cycle on clomid and it was really tough for me. Injects aren't that bad, and I respond much better on them.

kkdavie15 · December 2010

orange1414:
((hugs)) I had a canceled cycle on clomid and it was really tough for me. Injects aren't that bad, and I respond much better on them.

Thanks Orange! I needed to hear something like that and for some reason it just made me feel a little better

jesselayne8 · December 2010

(((hugs))) I am so sorry about this cycle being cancelled.

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