TTC After a Loss

CPW: How are you?

Cause my counseling session has got my gears churning about my own mental state. [Poll]
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  • I'm answered that I'm ok, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make me sad when I think about it or I'm "over" it-just that I feel like I'm in a positive place and can think about it without bursting into tears.

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  • I'm split right down the middle. I have alternating good days and bad days. I can't wait until I have more good than bad.
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  • Lately I've been having more good days than bad, but as I get closer to Christmas, the bad days are starting to catch up... So I put myself as middle of the road. 
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    I'm answered that I'm ok, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make me sad when I think about it or I'm "over" it-just that I feel like I'm in a positive place and can think about it without bursting into tears.

    This! I'm also getting to the point that I am able to be more open and talk about it with more people. I still hate to say the word miscarriage around most people but it's getting better.

    I've also been a little surprised at the roller coaster that is the holiday season. I've been apathetic..a lot, but sometimes it just kills me. 

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  • I'm in a manic state (i'm bipolar), so I am technically not 'okay'...but I guess it could be worse and I could be in the depressive manic state. Life doesn't seem to give me a break. It's just one thing after another after another.
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  • I'm more bad days than good, but I am attributing it to the trifecta of holidays, 1st edd, and insane work stress. Before that I felt like I had a more middle of the road attitude. I'm wondering how it will be after the holidays are over and looking foward to finding out.
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  • I voted middle of the road. Tuesdays are the worst for me if I didn't miscarry this would be the day when I'd gain another week. I can't help but think every Tuesday I should be XX amount weeks pregnant, but now I am counting weeks post D&C. Other days I am ok, not exactly happy but getting through the day without tears.
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  • I'm choice C fo sho.
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  • I voted for half and half, but it is more like each day there are one or two emotional moments. I will be having a great day and I hear something (a song, a conversation etc.) that really upsets me. It isn't like the moment ruins my whole day or lasts for hours...just sad moments in an otherwise "great" day. I guess overall I am still not quite back to my level of productivity, but that has a lot to do with the fact that I quit my job.
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  • Im in the middle of the road. Split between good days and bad. I try and make it seem like Im okay and put on a "strong" front but that is easier said than done lately.
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  • i just feel nothing- no excitement for Christmas, no real desire to do anything- 
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