I'm answered that I'm ok, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make me sad when I think about it or I'm "over" it-just that I feel like I'm in a positive place and can think about it without bursting into tears.
TTC since 5/2010 DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10 IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN Surprise BFP - 5/7/12 U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12 IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d! Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!
Lately I've been having more good days than bad, but as I get closer to Christmas, the bad days are starting to catch up... So I put myself as middle of the road.
Suze
TTC#1 since May 2009
PCOS * Hypothyroid
Bean - BFP May 26, 2010. EDD Feb 3, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 8w5d - June 29, 2010.
Pumpkin - BFP Feb 8, 2011. EDD Oct 21, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 6w3d - Feb 28, 2011.
Femera started November 2014. 3 rounds, no luck. Moving to IUI.
March 2015: IUI#1 - nope. May 2015: IUI#2 - nada.
October 2015: IUI#3 - BFP on Nov 2, 2015! *stick baby stick!*
I'm answered that I'm ok, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make me sad when I think about it or I'm "over" it-just that I feel like I'm in a positive place and can think about it without bursting into tears.
This! I'm also getting to the point that I am able to be more open and talk about it with more people. I still hate to say the word miscarriage around most people but it's getting better.
I've also been a little surprised at the roller coaster that is the holiday season. I've been apathetic..a lot, but sometimes it just kills me.
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I'm in a manic state (i'm bipolar), so I am technically not 'okay'...but I guess it could be worse and I could be in the depressive manic state. Life doesn't seem to give me a break. It's just one thing after another after another.
Vincent Julian born on March 27th, 2013 DX with Down Syndrome
I'm more bad days than good, but I am attributing it to the trifecta of holidays, 1st edd, and insane work stress. Before that I felt like I had a more middle of the road attitude. I'm wondering how it will be after the holidays are over and looking foward to finding out.
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I voted middle of the road. Tuesdays are the worst for me if I didn't miscarry this would be the day when I'd gain another week. I can't help but think every Tuesday I should be XX amount weeks pregnant, but now I am counting weeks post D&C. Other days I am ok, not exactly happy but getting through the day without tears.
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I voted for half and half, but it is more like each day there are one or two emotional moments. I will be having a great day and I hear something (a song, a conversation etc.) that really upsets me. It isn't like the moment ruins my whole day or lasts for hours...just sad moments in an otherwise "great" day. I guess overall I am still not quite back to my level of productivity, but that has a lot to do with the fact that I quit my job.
June 2010-Lap b2b Injectable IUI #1 7/25/10 & 7/26/10 = BFP beta 14dpIUI = 133 MC 9/14 at 9 weeks b2b Injectable IUI #2 12/5/10 & 12/6/10 = BFN IVF #1 ER 3/28/11 ET 3 embryos 3/31/11= BFN b2b Injectable IUI#3 6/28/11 & 6/29/11 = BFN PAIF/SAIF Welcome
Submitted Adoption Application on 6/1/2011 Homestudy 7/19/2011 IVF#2 CX due to Adoption Match We were blessed with our daughter through the gift of adoption IVF #2.1 ET 2 embryos 2/14/13 7 frosties
Im in the middle of the road. Split between good days and bad. I try and make it seem like Im okay and put on a "strong" front but that is easier said than done lately.
ANGELS ARE GIVEN WINGS AND TAKEN BACK TOO SOON --- We love and miss you soo much Kacie Rae --- 9/11/10 --- born sleeping at 29wks2d
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TTC since 5/2010
DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate
IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d! Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!

My Blog- http://waitingonaangel.wordpress.com/
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
TTC#1 since May 2009
PCOS * Hypothyroid
Bean - BFP May 26, 2010. EDD Feb 3, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 8w5d - June 29, 2010.
Pumpkin - BFP Feb 8, 2011. EDD Oct 21, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 6w3d - Feb 28, 2011.
May 2015: IUI#2 - nada.
This! I'm also getting to the point that I am able to be more open and talk about it with more people. I still hate to say the word miscarriage around most people but it's getting better.
I've also been a little surprised at the roller coaster that is the holiday season. I've been apathetic..a lot, but sometimes it just kills me.
b2b Injectable IUI #1 7/25/10 & 7/26/10 = BFP beta 14dpIUI = 133 MC 9/14 at 9 weeks
b2b Injectable IUI #2 12/5/10 & 12/6/10 = BFN
IVF #1 ER 3/28/11 ET 3 embryos 3/31/11= BFN
b2b Injectable IUI#3 6/28/11 & 6/29/11 = BFN
PAIF/SAIF Welcome
Submitted Adoption Application on 6/1/2011
Homestudy 7/19/2011
IVF#2 CX due to Adoption Match
We were blessed with our daughter through the gift of adoption
IVF #2.1 ET 2 embryos 2/14/13 7 frosties