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My FFFC

YaraCYaraC
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While I am for the most part OK about the miscarriage, every time I see a BFP post the green-eyed monster sucker punches me in the face.

 

I was laid back before about TTC #2 but I have a feeling* when we start again, the full-on crazy obsessive will be back. <sigh> It was nicer when I forgot about the 2WW until around 12DPO. 

 

*And by "have a feeling", I mean that I just ordered a 30 pk of internet cheapie HPTs.

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  • peeper72peeper72
    I get it. It's OK. The 2WW stinks now as much as it ever did. And those conflicted feelings? Same same. 
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  • PeskyPesky member
    Totally normal so don't feel guilty.  You are working through it.  And to help your obsessiveness, uh, I got pg the next cycle after a m/c with DS. 


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  • livvielolivvielo
    Totally understandable!! Hugs!!
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  • lynnsheylynnshey

    Your feelings are totally okay and expected - embrace them.  It hasn't been that long and you are still working through the feelings.  Soon that green eyed monster will have gone away.....and you will be the one with the BFP!  HUGS!

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    Left Hug big hugs to you, Laura Right Hug

     

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  • PeppernutPeppernut
    Been there, felt the monster growling.  It sounds like you're recovering really well!
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  • steverstever member
    Boo. I'm for the m/c and the subsequent obsessiveness.

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  • indianasunshineindianasunshine member

    I am considering starting charting again tomorrow morning.  Let the obsessing begin!

    And just think, how financially responsible you are being ordering the value pack of internet cheapies instead of dropping $30 at CVS every month. : ) 

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