Trouble TTC

BFN and CD1

I tested yesterday at 12dpiui and got a BFFN.  I woke up this morning to AF and CD1.  After TTC for 2.5 years, having a miscarriage and hitting my one year anniversary with the RE next month, I am not sure how much more I can take.

MH and I decided not to do treatment this cycle so we could just enjoy the holidays.  Honestly, I am not sure if we will even "try" anymore.  I am just so defeated right now.

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Re: BFN and CD1

  • I am so sorry Reb :(

    (((hugs)))

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  • I'm so sorry Reb.  {{{big hugs}}}

    Diagnosed PCOS 2/07, TTC #1 since 8/09
    11/10 - Clomid Round 1 = BFN
    12/10 - Clomid Round 2 = BFN
    1/11 - Voluntary Break = BFN (duh)
    2/11 - Clomid Round 3 = BFN
    3/11 - Femara + IUI = BFP * Beta#1=56 * Beta#2=266
    *Cautiously expecting baby girls on November 28, 2011*
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  • I'm so sorry Reb.

    huge ((hugs))

    after 2+ years, 3 failed IUIs, 2 failed IVFs with a c/p
    IVF#3 brought us our miracle baby girl on June 26, 2012

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  • I am so sorry!  The feeling of defeat just plain sucks.  But I hope that during your break you will gain some strength back and kick IF's arse!  Hugs to you!
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  • I'm so sorry Reb. ((hugs))
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    2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
    8/2010 First RE Appointment
    11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
    12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
    2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
    5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
    8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
    On a break to save money.
    1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
    4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
    p/saif welcome
  • I hope you don't mind me posting, but i wanted to say I am so sorry. (((huge hugs)))
  • I'm so sorry rebelina.  *hugs*
    11/10: IUI #1 =100mg Clomid CD4-8 + pregnyl trigger + IUI = chemical pregnancy
    1/11: IUI #2 = 5mg Femara + trigger + IUI = BFN
    2/11: IUI #3 = injectibles + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IVF #1 April 2011 ER 4/23 w/16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 11 fert., 4 blasts to freeze, 5dt of 2 blasts on 4/28, beta #1 5/7 = 243... beta #2 5/9 = 491....beta #3 5/11 = 1113!!
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  • I'm so sorry Reb. Taking a break to enjoy the holidays sounds like a great idea.
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  • I'm so sorry!  IF sucks.
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  • So sorry Reb. I hope the break over the holidays is what you need!
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  • I'm so sorry ((Big hugs))
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  • I am so sorry. ((hugs))
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  • I'm sorry. Whatever is your next step it will be the rigth one for you.
    Breaks can be good to replenish strength. Hugs to you.

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  • [hugs] I'm so sorry reb!
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  • I am sorry hun...(hugs)
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  • I'm so sorry, Reb. ((huge hugs))
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  • ((hugs)) I'm so sorry, Reb.
    Trying to grow our family with both fertility treatments and adoption since March 2009 
    IUIs#1-4 = BFN, IVF#1 = c/p, IVF#2 = OHSS, FET#1=BFP
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  • I'm so sorry, Reb.  ((BIG HUGS))

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    ~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~ 

    Me= 37 and DH = 41 

    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • I'm so sorry. :(
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    3/25/11 IUI#1= BFP m/c; D&C at 7w3d (Trisomy 16)
    IUIs #2, #3, #4 and #5= BFNs
    Onto IVF #1= BFN
    FET 4/6/12= 2 extended blasts transferred, with one hatching
    Beta 1= 607; Beta 2= 1,564; Beta 3= 24,439; Beta 4= over 64,000
    First u/s on 5/10= TWINS! Heartbeats 158 and 160!
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  • Im so sorry Reb! I was really hoping for you =(

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  • I am so sorry Reb. ((hugs))

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  • I'm so sorry, I hope this break is just what you need!  ((Hugs))
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  • ::hugs::

    I'm so sorry. I wish I had encouraging words of wisdom, but all I can say is I understand your frustration, pain and even anger. I wish you and your DH all the best of luck and hope that your little miracle comes soon.

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  • I'm so sorry Reb.  I hope you and your family can enjoy the holidays.


    TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!!  Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) 
    #1 born December 2011
    TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
    #2 born May 2013
    TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
    #3 born August 2015 
    #4!!!!!!! due June 2017 
  • I'm so sorry (((hugs))).

    After 2 1/2 years TTC, 3 IUI's, endo, and a lap, a surprise BFP brought us Alexandra Marie!
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  • Noooo Reb, I am so sorry.  ((BIG HUGS)) 
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  • I am so sorry.
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  • I am so sorry, sweetie. I am here if you need to talk (((hugs)))
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  • I'm so sorry :(

    I hope you are able to truly enjoy the holidays and start 2011 refreshed and ready for whatever is best for you.

  • oh honey, I am sorry to hear about this. I hope you are able to enjoy the holidays (we are since we are on a break).

    hugs to you.

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  • Thanks everyone, you ladies always make me feel better.  I am hanging in there and trying to think of things to do that will make me feel good.  I just made an appointment to get my hair cut and I am going to commit to going to the gym 4 days a week.  I always feel better when I work out.  I also booked a trip to Vegas in January.  At least I have something to look forward to. 
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  • Ohh Reb, I am so sorry.

    I have definitely been there. I hope that this break for the holidays is exactly what you need. 

    ((hugs))

    Taking the Scenic Route
    FET: Success! Beta at 14dp5dt: 2427 TWINS!!
  • Reb, I am so sorry. I am sending hugs and prayers your way. 
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