So the upside of having Sam at day care here at work is that I can see him every day during the day. The downside is that if I don't go visit, I feel incredibly guilty. And the reality is, I am really busy at work. I still pump three times a day so adding a 30 minute visit leaves little time to actually get work done (and nest!! )
In addition, if I visit when he is getting ready for a nap, or hasn't had a good morning nap, my leaving to go back upstairs can be disruptive. So, I'm thinking about curtailing my daily visits and going only when I really need to (if he's having a tough day, etc).
I feel so guilty about this, and it's silly since I wouldn't feel bad at all if he wasn't right downstairs. I also need to ask the staff whether "all the other moms are doing it" because I think that some of my guilt is due to peer pressure.
Re: Feeling guilty (day care related)
don't feel bad --- as they get older it's more and more difficult to visit at daycare... leaving them = HORROR if it's mid-day.... whenever people ask "should i get daycare close to home or work?" and use "but i can visit if = close to work" is one of their reasons for wanting it near work- i always remind them that at a certain age visiting during the day won't work at all b/c they will cry like crazy.
the few times i've gone mid-day to visit (certain celebrations, etc) it was not easy leaving again.
i wouldn't visit, even if they were close.... so don't feel guilty.
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