Back from vacation
csquared426
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I hope all of you ladies had a great Thanksgiving.
The cruise with my family was interesting - spending 7 days with anyone always is. DH has motion sickness, so the cruise was not awesome for him - it was his first and last time on a cruise.
AF showed yesterday, and I was pretty surprised. I had full-force MF last week (I felt really nauseous a few times last week), and really though this would be our month. I'm really having a hard time and feel like giving up on everything right now. DH and I are constantly fighting about anything and everything. I just feel so numb and hopeless and think this is never going to happen - I'm never going to get another BFP; I'm never going to get to wear maternity clothes; I'm never going to register for baby items; I'm never going to have a take home baby.
I just don't know what to do anymore. On Wednesday, there is a support group at my local hospital, so I'm finally going to go and see what it is all about.
Thanks for listening ladies. I love you all.
* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *
Re: Back from vacation
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
i'm sorry af showed. ugh. Hopefully you had a good time on the cruise.
I was feeling especially low when af showed last cycle and it lasted alot longer than normal. After speaking to my OB i started feeling alittle more hopeful and now i'm back to being hopeful again. i know if and when af arrives i'll be thrown back into saddness again but i'm praying one of these times it's going to work.
(((HUGS)))
{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}} AF sucks. I hope that the support group helps.
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BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
((HUGS)) I'm sorry AF showed.
I am glad you had a great trip though.
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11