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(Sorry about the hickup): Story of my life....uuuggghh

Jmendez83Jmendez83
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...my new journey: 

So the last time I was ever in any of these boards was almost 8 months ago when I announced a BFP for the second time around with the help of Clomid (April 2010). Well, guess what, all my dreams were shut down ONCE AGAIN!! The nightmare began, on May 12th 2010 when I began to spot. Earlier that day I drove from NJ to Washington D.C. and met up with DH. I told him what had happened and he immediately took me to the ER where they found a fetus but no HB. We ended up going back home to NJ where on May 15th, 2010 I m/c'd naturally and passed the sac. That was very devastating to me.

So ever since then DH and I have been trying to conceive and haven't been successful. At this point I took the initiative to tell my OBGYN what I should do and recommended me to a couple of RE places. DH and I came across RMA of NJ and we had our first consultation yesterday Nov. 29th where my world came tumbling down. Here we found out that I was diagnosed with PCOS. So here I am today torn and depressed because it is all new to me. RMA was very helpful and gave me a packet for my new journey. It was very overwhelming and I feel very lost right now. I hope with this new journey I am able to reach the light at the end of the tunnel. Crying

Married April 24th, 2009 BFP May 13, 2009 Blighted Ovum-6/18/2009 8wks M/C 7/1/2009-lasted 2 and half weeks 1st round of Provera 10/1/2009-10/10/2009 =still waiting!?!?! FIRST AF showed up: 10/25/2009-10/30/2009 SECOND AF 12/2/2009-12/6/2009 THIRD AND FINAL AF BEFORE TTC: 01/12/2010-12/18/2010 2nd round on Provera: 3/3/2010-3/12/2010 AF- 3/17/2010-3/23/2010 1ST ROUND CLOMID CD5-9: 3/21/2010-3/25/2010 BFP-April 25th, 2010 M/C-May 15th 2010 (NO HEARTBEAT @ 8.5wks) AF #1 since mc on July 15th, 2010 (TTC since this date) AF #2 since mc on Sept 27th, 2010 (TTC) Oct. 2010-decided to go see an RE Dec. 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS Dec. 11th 2010 AF #3 since mc AF #3 since mc-Dec 11th, 2010 Jan 25th, 2011- 1st IUI w/ ovidrel Feb 7th 2011- TOTAL BUST~~BFN AF showed her face Feb. 10th 2011 Feb.25th 2011-IUI #2 w/ Clomid and ovidrel shot-??? Pregnancy Test on March 11th-BFP Daisypath Anniversary tickers image
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Re: (Sorry about the hickup): Story of my life....uuuggghh

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    AutumnLeavesFall AutumnLeavesFall

    Welcome to the board, I am sorry for your loss.

    PCOS is not the end of the world. Alot of us on the boards have it. And I have alot fo friends who have it also and have had healthy pregnancies.

    Please don't hesitiate to ask any questions.

    I hope you do find the light at the end of your tunnel and youhave your take home baby,

     

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    mrs.geemrs.gee member
    I am so sorry for your losses, and have to say that I love RMA.  I go to the NY office.  Everyone is SO wonderful, from the staff to the nurses to the doctors.  I hope you have the same experience in NJ.  You are in very capable and caring hands.  The first person I knew with PCOS was treated there and had a successful IVF cycle and then a second child without intervention.  I wish you lots of good luck!
    DS 04.25.08 DS 03.14.12 missed m/c 9w1d :: 6.18.10 :: d&c | missed m/c 9w3d :: 11.2.10 :: d&c
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    a&b=him&mea&b=him&me member

    Bump farts happen to everyone.

    I am sorry for your loss - the girls here are an awesome support and as others have said there are a few with PCOS so they will be able to help with questions :)

    Hi, I'm Amanda :)

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    Evelyn Born at 24wks 6days on May 22, 2010 due to pre-e Passed away May 25, 2010

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    tlcW0714tlcW0714
    I'm so sorry for your loss and struggles.  PCOS is not the end of the world, like pp said.  I know many women who have been dx with it and went on to have healthy pregnancies and take home babies.  I wish you lots of luck!!
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    LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    Bump burps do happen, and they seem to happen most on this board, lol.  There are a lot of women here with PCOS, so feel free to ask any questions.  Everyone is great about being helpful. *hugs*
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    just_lurking210just_lurking210
    Welcome and good luck!
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    RunSchwartzRunRunSchwartzRun

    Welcome, I am sorry you have to be here. 

    Try not to stress about the PCOS.  You will find a lot of us are right there with you in that diagnosis (me!), but I know it is overwhelming.

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    Jmendez83Jmendez83
    Thank you sooo much ladies....you have all been very supportive and look forward in going through this journey with you all. As for questions, I went early this morning to get blood work done and they took about 20 viles of blood out of me which got me very exhausted since I had to fast since last night. Is that part of procedures, to suck out all your blood the first day....I've been feeling very tired. Is this how the procedure will be? Bloodwork? Xrays? Once again, I'm very thankful to have you all in my life and share this journey with you all. ((hugs))
    Married April 24th, 2009 BFP May 13, 2009 Blighted Ovum-6/18/2009 8wks M/C 7/1/2009-lasted 2 and half weeks 1st round of Provera 10/1/2009-10/10/2009 =still waiting!?!?! FIRST AF showed up: 10/25/2009-10/30/2009 SECOND AF 12/2/2009-12/6/2009 THIRD AND FINAL AF BEFORE TTC: 01/12/2010-12/18/2010 2nd round on Provera: 3/3/2010-3/12/2010 AF- 3/17/2010-3/23/2010 1ST ROUND CLOMID CD5-9: 3/21/2010-3/25/2010 BFP-April 25th, 2010 M/C-May 15th 2010 (NO HEARTBEAT @ 8.5wks) AF #1 since mc on July 15th, 2010 (TTC since this date) AF #2 since mc on Sept 27th, 2010 (TTC) Oct. 2010-decided to go see an RE Dec. 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS Dec. 11th 2010 AF #3 since mc AF #3 since mc-Dec 11th, 2010 Jan 25th, 2011- 1st IUI w/ ovidrel Feb 7th 2011- TOTAL BUST~~BFN AF showed her face Feb. 10th 2011 Feb.25th 2011-IUI #2 w/ Clomid and ovidrel shot-??? Pregnancy Test on March 11th-BFP Daisypath Anniversary tickers image
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    smallfry5909smallfry5909 member
    Welcome. I'm sorry you have to be here, but I hope your stay here is short and sweet. It's a difficult journey but it's good to be surrounded by people who understand!
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    Jo&Matt6609Jo&Matt6609
    Welcome to the board. I am so sorry for everything you have been through and endured. As other pp have said, pcos is not the end of the world. I haven't experience it personally, so maybe I'm not entitled to say. But my SIL just got her bfp 2 weeks ago, and she has pcos and has been on fertility meds for 3 months, and has been trying 9 months in total. Again, I'm sorry for your losses. I hope you find a lot of support here, as I have.
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    ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
    Welcome to the board! I'm sorry for your loss. Don't stress too much about your dx... at least you know what is wrong now and can work towards treating it. My friend with PCOS and MFI is 34 weeks today so it can still happen. She went to RMA too and I actually have an appointment with them on Thursday... funny.
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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