Hi ladies. CD1 today so I'm sad and depressed. HELLO WINE!

Ugh! I broke down in front of DH today. I came back from the bathroom crying and I just vented. He of course listened and gave me his shoulder to cry on. However, he just doesn't get it.
VENT/ It seems like every girl I know either already had a child or is PG with their 2nd - literally. 2 girls that are PG that I know get PG just by their DHs just looking at them. Really?! I'm only on cycle #3 so I can't get frustrated it's just soooo annoying. I went into this thinking I'd get KU on the first try. I'm sure lots of us thought that. I had the phantom symptoms and they felt so real to me. Lots of BFP lately and I'm so happy for them but when will it be my turn? /VENT OVER
Things I'll try this cycle: OPK 2x per day, Pre-seed (if I can talk DH into it), POM juice, EPO and sex EOD. GL this cycle ladies.
PS - I give all you ladies props that have been trying for 12+ that have been poked and tested, taking meds, etc. ::hugs::
Re: CD1 - I Effin' Hate You!
Hmm...maybe I should try that this cycle.
Haha! Well not literally. But those 2 girls are PG with #2 and both kids they weren't trying and don't want either of them. I mean...WTF!
Maybe DH and I should have a prom all over again, get wasted and have careless sex. You think that'll work?
I hate these CD1 days. They put me in such a funk.