Today sucked. This week has sucked. I just did the diaper change from hell on dd. Her butt was bright red and sore probably because I've eaten 8 oz of hot sauce in the past 24 hours and she, being the goat she is, also ate one of DS shiny stickers which was in the diaper. I found out today that I'm not getting a working oven until sometime after the new year. I feel like a pity party. I miss dh and i still have christmas to get through without him. This has been one of the worst holidays and one of the loneliest since I was a child. I spent the day nursing a cranky teething child with ds just being clingy which is understandable. I am onto the leg of dd's longies though and only have about 50 rows left. It's just getting to me. I need to meet some people here. So far, though I'm finding that while people are polite they're not looking for friends. I am thankful to be living on our own again but I'm just tired of the constant inner turmoil.
Re: My confession
::Hugs::
Mt dd is sick and keeps chewing on me.
My confession : Even though dd is sick I will be dragging her to the yarn shop for the black Friday sale. Hopefully I can use my credit from dh making her website.
@Sapphyr: (((HUGS))) Sorry you had such a bad day. Hang in there, it will get better.
Have you tried joining a group or class with the kiddos such as those offered at libraries? I found that some mommies that we see on a weekly basis tend to warm up to "friendships" more readily than just the ones we happen to run into at the park for example.