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I'm back.

KelinandKevinKelinandKevin member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

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Thanks for your love and support.  I feel a little lost.  Going back to RE on Monday to figure out what to do with me.  We have 2 paid for IVF cycles left to try, but I don't know when I am going to be ready to try again. I'm not quite sure what to do with myself or where to go from here.  It all seems so hopeless. 

I drug myself into work today.  Starting to think that wasn't the best of ideas....

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  • ColindaPColindaP member
    I'm so sorry Kelin. I hope work today can at least take your mind off of it a little bit. Big, big hugs. I <3 you.
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  • babes12babes12 member
    i am so sorry. i can only imagine how you must be feeling right now.  my heart goes out to you and DH.  (((HUGS)))
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  • millejj1millejj1 member
    Oh Kelin. I'm so sorry. I wish I could do something to help makes things better. I hope work treats you kindly today. Biggest of hugs.
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  • Ashley858Ashley858 member
    I am so sorry Kelin. My T&Ps are with you and your DH.
    3 Early Miscarriages 4 rounds of Clomid BFP = 11/16/10 ~ EDD July 29th 2011 Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    I am so sorry hun! You do what you need to do. (((hugs)))


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
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  • surfergirlkonasurfergirlkona
    I am so sorry, Kelin. There are no words to express this heartbreak. Please know that I love you dearly and are always here for you through the thick and thin. Be kind to yourself. Take all the time you need right now, don't even think of what you want to do in the future. Those decisions will come when you are ready. All my love xoxo
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  • GuppyAmyGuppyAmy member
    I'm so sorry. It's so not fair. Good luck at work.
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  • SweetieD21SweetieD21 member
    I am so sorry.  My heart is just breaking for you.  I know that there aren't words to ease your pain, but know that I'm praying for you.  ((HUGS))
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  • DoingItRightDoingItRight member
    {{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}  I am so sorry.
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  • ERICA21779ERICA21779
    I am so deeply sorry for your loss......there are no words.  I hope that work can take your mind off things even if just for a moment.   (((((hugs)))))  We are all here for you and you're in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • hbkiseshbkises member
    Oh Kelin, this breaks my heart..I'm so sorry.
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  • RunSchwartzRunRunSchwartzRun
    I'm so so sorry you have to make this post.  I know nothing can be of comfort now, but we are here when you need us.  ((hugs))
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    Nooooo! I'm so sorry Kelin! ((HUGS))

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    * CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
    * PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
    * DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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  • suntotosuntoto member

    Your news makes me so sad!

     

    Huge hugs, Kelin.  

    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • mdm2137mdm2137
    I am so sorry Kelin. ((huge hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    I'm so very sorry.  (((hugs)))
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  • jen629jen629 member
    I am so so sorry Kelin {{{HUGS}}}
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  • ade2beade2be
    Hugs Kelin.  I've been thinking of you.  I'm so sorry you're dealing with this again...and can't image the emotions that you have on future cycles.
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  • Orchard27Orchard27 member
    i'm so sorry, Kelin. The universe can truly svck it right now. you are in my thoughts and prayers
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  • GummybearGummybear
    I am so, so sorry for your loss. So fvcking unfair.
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  • TeacherVickyTeacherVicky member

    I'm so so sorry.

    (((HUGS)))

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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    Hugs. 
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending big hugs. I wish I lived closer to give you a hug in person. I'm so sorry.

    Jenn

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    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • dondraandluisdondraandluis member
    I'm so sorry Kelin (((HUGS)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • VeilSdeGTOVeilSdeGTO member
    I'm so sorry.
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    BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
    BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
    BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
    BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
    BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
    BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
    BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
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  • sunshinenvasunshinenva
    I am sorry sweetie.  HUGS
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