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Trouble TTC
Mrs. Mo
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"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
One step forward & 2 steps back
Mrs. Mo
member
in Trouble TTC
I went in for my SHG & mock transfer today during my lunch break. While doing the SHG, the RE found a HUGE polyp that is basically filling my entire ute. She was stunned at the size ! Just last month, it was tiny...barely noticible on my u/s. So, what did she decide to do? She decided to try to "knock" it off where it was attached ! Holy friggin crap, was that painful !!!! It got to a point where she decided to stop as she saw how much pain I was in. She even apoligized after and gave me a hug. Needless to say, I have to have surgery on friday to go in and remove it. Because there is no way I can take the day off ( or even a half day), I will just have to take a valium for the pain vs. being put under ( so I can go back to work after).
This is all just getting too much for me to deal with. As soon as I see a glimmer of hope ( with moving onto IVF), it gets taken away. Instead of starting BCPs, I have to have this surgery and then wait until next cycle to start them. Why do I keep having such bad luck? Why can't I just catch a break ?!?!? Oh, and b/c the appt took longer than anticipated, I have to stay at work longer today. Meanwhile, I'm in a ton of pain and bleeding from all the prodding. FML. 
ETA: I should also mention how awkward it was to have all the fliud just pour out of me after the SHG. B/c the polyp completely filled my ute, the saline had nowhere to go but back out through my vag.
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
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Re: One step forward & 2 steps back
Love & luck to my 3TC girls. Congrats to Omega-The boys are here!
If there's one thing I've learned while waiting my turn,
it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
After 2 years & 2 losses, our little man arrived 8-2011.
IVF#3 brought us our miracle baby girl on June 26, 2012
Oh my gosh, that sounds terrible. You poor thing, she should have given you more than a hug! I hope everything goes well with the surgery and you can start bcp soon after. ((HUGS))
TTC #1 Since 9/09
Dx - Stage IV Endo
7/6/10 : Clomid 50mg + Ovidrel + b2b IUI + Crinone = BFN
8/4/10 : Clomid 50mg + Ovidrel + b2b IUI + Crinone = BFN
8/31/10 : Clomid 50mg + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = BFN
9/28/10 : 75 IU Gonal F (Days 3-9) + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = BFN
10/24/10: 75 IU Gonal F (Days 3-10) + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = BFN
11/20/10: 150 IU Gonal F (Days 3-7) + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = BFN
January 2011: Laparoscopy found Stage IV Endo
March 2011: Second Lap to remove Endo
Moving on to IVF August/September 2011
~SAIF/PAIF always welcome~
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
TTC#2: Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.
IVF #4: BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #5: MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #6: (New RE): Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN
FET#1: BFN
I'm so sorry Mrs. Mo
I'll be thinking of you and hoping everything goes smoothly with the surgery.
Ovarian cancer survivor
DH= low motility
2/9/11 lap & hysteroscopy- uterine polyp & scar tissue removed
3/25/11 IUI#1= BFP m/c; D&C at 7w3d (Trisomy 16)
IUIs #2, #3, #4 and #5= BFNs
Onto IVF #1= BFN
FET 4/6/12= 2 extended blasts transferred, with one hatching
Beta 1= 607; Beta 2= 1,564; Beta 3= 24,439; Beta 4= over 64,000
First u/s on 5/10= TWINS! Heartbeats 158 and 160!
It's a boy and a girl!
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Huge congrats to my beautiful BFPB lmj8284, due June 2012!
"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on." -FDR
This exactly. {{{hugs}}}
Diagnosed PCOS 2/07, TTC #1 since 8/09
11/10 - Clomid Round 1 = BFN
12/10 - Clomid Round 2 = BFN
1/11 - Voluntary Break = BFN (duh)
2/11 - Clomid Round 3 = BFN
3/11 - Femara + IUI = BFP * Beta#1=56 * Beta#2=266
*Cautiously expecting baby girls on November 28, 2011*
**TTC since 10/2009** **BFP 4/15/12- Dx Molar Pregnancy- Surgery 5/15/12 & 5/22/12** **BFP 1/23/14- 1st Beta (1/24/14) 171 2nd Beta (1/28/14) 860**
I am so sorry. My RE discovered that I was filled with polyps too. I had about 20 removed. The surgery was really easy for me but I was put completely under. I hate that you can't get the time off work, I hope the valium does the trick for you.
Good luck!
Mrs. Mo I am SO SORRY! My heart sank when I read your post. Im sending you HUGE hugs sweetie. Hang in there!
Im so so sorry chica =(
I'm so sorry hon. There is nothing you want more than to start that cycle, and now something else has to come up.
Here is the good news. . . your RE is being very proactive. If she hadn't done that check, then your IVF cycle would most likely have issues. I've seen many girls who have crappy REs who are out for the money. This is a minor setback and you'll be stimming soon
IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer
Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
**P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**
Married my best friend 05.27.06
BFP!!! 2/6/11 Super Bowl Sunday!
Expecting our first, a little boy, somewhere around 10/18/11!
2/7/11 beta #1 212.73
2/11/11 beta #2 1,633
2/15/11 beta #3 7,308 progesterone 12.69
IVF #1: 4-11-11= Transferred 1 beautiful blastocyst I named "Nugget"
5 Snowbabies! Beta#1 4/21= BFP! 226; Beta#2 4/25= 944
DS born 12/14/11
Baby #2 FET Nov/Dec 2013
12/13 Beta#1=BFP 349; 12/16 Beta#2=1,089. First ultrasound 12/26. DS#2 born 8/8/14
~~PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome~~
Thanks ladies !! I'm still very overwhelmed and will be calling the RE soon to get more info. Yesterday, I was in so much pain & shock that I didn't ask a lot of questions. I'm just very curious as to why it was not seen on the cd3 u/s. Even if it was that large or even hiding, one would think that na experianced u/s tech would have seen it.
This is the one thing I'm holding onto right now. If it wasn't done, the IVF would not have worked.
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
oh man - i am so sorry.
how are you feeling??
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
Honestly, I'm scared sh!tless. I just don't want it to be as painful as when she tried to remove it yesterday. I'm also giving the u/s tech a
for not noticing it. They saw it last month, when it was still small, but didn't see it this past weekend. Of course, I'm having "phantom pains" now that I know it's there, as well. I'm just really tired of things going wrong. This will also be my 4th doc appointment in a week's time and I'm so over going to doctors. This IVF better work as I think I will honestly "snap" if it doesn't.
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison