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Will you have me here?

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I am ready to move over...if you'll accept me.  I seem to recognize more and more names over here than I do the board I visit every day.  I've turned into a bitter jealous person when I see a BFP of someone who's loss was after mine.  I think, "they just lost their baby a couple months ago."  I hate that I think that, but I can't help it.  I'll be 37 next month and getting really tired of everyone around me, including my family and all of my cousins who I used to babysit having kids.  I am a pediatric nurse so I take care of other people's kids for a living...when is going to me my turn?!?!?

I can get pregnant, but not having much luck staying pregnant.  This past year I feel like I've had more things shoved up and pulled out of my WhoHa than a normal person in their lifetime (except maybe Michelle Duggar Stick out tongue). 

Here is this past year in review: June 2009 - BFP, October 2009 - blood work came back 1:10 for Down Syndrome, 1:20 for Spina Bifida, October 2009 - no heartbeat when we went in for an amnio - D&E, Feb 2010 - new OB/Gyn since my old one did nothing after our loss, March 2010 - HSG (bicornuate uterus), March 2010 - Sonohysterogram (septate uterus), April 2010 - MRI (radiologist compared all tests and finally decided it was septate), May 2010 - first appt with my RE, June 2010 - Hysteroscopy to remove septum and Myomectomy to remove large fibroids (nice C-section scar...no baby), July 2010 - HSG (RE not happy with healing, placed on estrogen), August 2010 - 2nd Hysteroscopy to look at healing and remainder of septum removed, cleared after one more cycle.  October 2010 - BFP...very slow rising HCGs and was told it wasn't viable, HCGs shot up - possible late ovulation?, empty sac measuring 2-3weeks behind at 7weeks, November 2010 - D&C. 

I was told by my RE today at my post op visit he wanted us to wait 2 cycles until we try again.  I guess in a way that is good because it gets the holidays out of the way and we can start the new year fresh. 

Can I come hang out over here even though we're back in the waiting game?

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GEAUX TIGERS!!!

1st pregnancy: BFP- 6/28/09 - Found out we lost our little girl on 10/9/09 at 19w 4d - D&E- 10/14/09

June 2010, corrective surgery for Septate Uterus and large fibroids

2nd pregnancy: BFP- 10/18/10 - Slow rising, non-doubling HCGs, no heart beat. Non-viable pregnancy, D&C- 11/12/10

Started Metformin 6/30/11, Started Clomid 7/20/11 - Unsuccessful

HSG and Laparoscopic surgery revealed blocked tubes and lots of scar tissue...IVF here we come!!!

Surprise BFP naturally!!! IT'S A BOY!!!

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  • PixiestxPixiestx
    I'm so sorry you're here.  I think we both posted on PgAL the same day last month and it just sucks how many of us have gotten bounced back. 
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  • jen629jen629 member
    welcome:) I am sorry you have to be here
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  • mdm2137mdm2137

    I'm sorry you have to be here. Welcome. <3


    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
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  • jillcanadajillcanada
    Of course! I know you've been through a lot, and have been thinking about you. Big hugs.
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    BFP #1: 07/10/2009, Missed m/c, D&C 08/12/2009
    BFP #2: 01/31/2010, Identical Twins died in utero due to TTTS, D&E 05/19/2010
    BFP #3: 09/16/2010, natural m/c 9/21/2010
    PCOS & Bocornuate Uterus Dx 1.4.2011
    BFP #4: 01/11/2011
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs)) Welcome to the board.

    Jenn

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  • DoingItRightDoingItRight member
    Welcome to the board.  I am sorry that you have to move over here.
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    Welcome to the board. I am so sorry to see you over here.


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  • hbkiseshbkises member
    I'm so sorry you have to be here but happy to have you here
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  • AutumnLeavesFall AutumnLeavesFall
    Welcome to the board, I'm sorry that yu have to be here. But hope your stort is short and you get to be a perm resident on PGAL.
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  • babes12babes12 member

    welcome and i'm sorry for your loss and that you have to be here. 

    I too, now have a c-section scar from the birth of my 2nd son but no baby to show for it.  my story is in my bio. 

    Even though i'm sure it really, really stinks to have to wait to TTC again it will be nice to try and relax and enjoy the holidays w/o having to worry about all the normal TTC issues. 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    I'm so sorry for everything you have been though.  Welcome to the board.
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    Welcome. I'm sorry about your losses.

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    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member

    Hey girl! I hate that you have to be here :( 

    Let me know the next time you're coming to Gonzales and we'll go out to eat or something!

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  • GummybearGummybear
    ((hugs)) I am so sorry you have to join us over here. But welcome!
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