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Should have been having a 1st bday

csquared426csquared426 member
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party this weekend for my first little one; my first EDD was 11/7/09.

I tried not to think about it too much this weekend, and it was nice to have a weekend where it was just DH and I doing stuff around the house (I cooked for 6 hours yesterday).

I think I'm just numb to everything right now, and have a hopeless feeling like I'll never get PG. The weird thing is that DH keeps bringing PG-related things up - he just had a dream that we named our baby Shane.

Ugh - I hate this...

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* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) * 
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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Re: Should have been having a 1st bday

  • hbkiseshbkises member
    I was there a couple weeks ago..I know it's hard.  I'm going through the same feeling you are, hopeless.  I wish I could give you a hug.
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  • babes12babes12 member

    i'm sorry.  i found the approach to Wyatt's 1st bday was much worse than the actual day.  but it's just sad all around. 

    (((hugs)))

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  • Clerk9Clerk9 member
    ((HUGS))
     
    Milestones are so, so hard.  :(
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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    (((hugs)))
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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member
    ((HUGS)) Mine was last week.
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  • Court1Court1
    I'm sorry hun.  :::Big hugs:::
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  • jen629jen629 member
    {{HUGS}}}
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    {{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}
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    ((hugs))
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  • Orchard27Orchard27 member
    I'm so sorry. ~big hugs~
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending big ((hugs))

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

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