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I got a call from my doctor's office yesterday.  My MRI shows (among other things) lesions on my spine.  They now want to do an intricate brain MRI to see if they extend to there, and maybe what is causing/caused them?  I promised DH I would stay positive, but honestly, I am so scared.  I started googling and had to stop because it was only making me more freaked out.
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  • I am so sorry. I would be scared too. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • I am so sorry Heather, that is awful, I really hope it turns out ok.  Good Luck with your next MRI, keep us updated.
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  • Oh how scary! I'm praying they won't find anything! When do you go back to get the other MRI done?
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  • I am so sorry you are having to go through this.  One of my coworkers recently went through a similar experience where they found spots on her brain and lesions on her thyroid.  Turns out they were all cysts that didn't require any treatment.  I'll be hoping and praying that yours are also something non-serious.  {{{hugs}}}

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  • Oh my gosh, I would be so scared, too.  I hope its just cysts like pp said.  I'm keeping you in my T&P's.

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  • DH had an MRI that showed a lesion in his back and they thought they had a diagnosis. So far though, none of the symptoms in the last 2 1/2 years have shown up for the diagnosis that he got, so now the doctor thinks that the lesion was caused by a virus (that is now out of his system). I will pray that maybe this is the same thing for you, and that you're fine from here-on-in. I know you are scared, anyone would be. Try to keep yourself busy with tasks and keep your brain occupied, and I hope you end up with good news in the end.
  • Oh Heather I am so sorry.  I can imagin how scared you are.  You have to stop googling though.  NO good can come from it. Keep us updated.  You're in my thoughts.

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  • DON'T GOOGLE!  I'm so sorry that you're going through this but try not to get too worried until hear something definite. Hopefully it's nothing serious like some of the pp mentioned.  I'll be praying for you!
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  • I'm so sorry!! I hope they end up finding its nothing major for you! I can imagine how scared you must be and google can be a scary place. I'll be praying everything's ok for you!
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  • I've been thinking about you Heather. Do you know when your next MRI will be?
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  • Oh my gosh, Heather!!  That is super scary!!  (((huge hugs))) and T&Ps coming your way.  I hope everything is ok!
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  • Oh sweetie.  I'm so sorry.  I hope everything is ok.  You will me in my T&Ps.  Step away from google.  I have a cyst in my brain.  When I found out I googled it was bad.  It ends up not being a concern!  ((Hugs))
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  • Heather, that sounds scary.  I hope your next MRI goes well.  Sending T&Ps your way. 

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  • No Googling Heather!
    I've been thinking about you and you feel after the accident. It is normal to be scared. But remember the only thing you can do rigth now is try to relax. Your Dr. is being careful and that is a good thing. Sending you lots of hugs and call vibes.

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  • You will be in my thoughts, I'm sure everything will turn out OK.  Like others said, no google!!
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  • I have not gotten the call from the imaging facility as yet to schedule the second MRI...so I'm waiting on that.  Thanks Ladies, your thoughts, prayers and compassion me so much to me!!  Hugs right back :)
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  • Good luck with the MRI....I will be thinking of you!!
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  • So sorry.  That is scary.  Lots of T's and P's headed your way.  (((BIG HUGS)))
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