TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

I really wish I hadn't done that :(

You know how I never test? Never ever ever ever test?

I'm 14 dpiui and I broke down and tested.

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I can't tell if there's actually a shadow of a hint of a line or if I want there to be one so much I made it up. Seriously--I can't tell. I sort of cross my eyes and hold it away from me and I maybe kinda see it and then I put it in the light and I don't.

I hate myself right now. This is why I never test. Getting AF is going to suck.

BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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Re: I really wish I hadn't done that :(

  • Can you PIP??

    I'm sorry honey don't give up hope yet. Did you have any spotting today? 

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  • Try to not beat yourself up...14dpo is a perfectly reasonable time to test (& most of us wouldn't have made it that long!).  What I will say is that ALL of my BFNs have been SO not at all ambiguous (I'm talking albino polar bear in a blizzard) that I have hope for you!   

    ::All fingers & toes crossed for a darker line tomorrow!::

    P.S.  FMU, lady...it might make a big difference!  GL!!!   

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  • No spotting yet.

    I don't know how to upload pics from my phone or DH's camera (yeah, I'm slick). I'm also worried you'll all look at it and be like, "PSYCHO that is clearly a Negatory!"

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • imagetriple_sevens:

    No spotting yet.

    I don't know how to upload pics from my phone or DH's camera (yeah, I'm slick). I'm also worried you'll all look at it and be like, "PSYCHO that is clearly a Negatory!"

    No one will think you are psycho!

    Can you e-mail from the phone?? Or send the pic as a text to someone else? I'll PM you my # 

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  • Okay, I can do that. But I warn you-- you're not going to see anything and you will tell me that and I'll cry :(
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • K I'm PM-ing you my # now :)
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  • imagetriple_sevens:

    No spotting yet.

    I don't know how to upload pics from my phone or DH's camera (yeah, I'm slick). I'm also worried you'll all look at it and be like, "PSYCHO that is clearly a Negatory!"

    I agree with Mimi...no one here will judge!  

    If you go to www.tinypic.com you can upload pictures through there (& even resize them...I always pick the "website/email" option).  It'll spit out a bunch of codes to cut & paste into your post...the one for message boards is the one to use.

    Hope this helps!  (As long as you can get the pictures from the camera/phone into the computer!)  :)  And I am NOT computer-savvy, so no judgement for that, either!  :)   

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  • imagetriple_sevens:
    Okay, I can do that. But I warn you-- you're not going to see anything and you will tell me that and I'll cry :(

    Wait, sorry, I can't even get the Control line to focus in the camera. This isn't going to work :/

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Let me see!  Let me SEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
  • Oh my gosh just take the best pic you can. It doesnt have to be perfect!!

    And also, is your RE not doing a blood test?? That would be ideal. 

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  • Honestly, I'm looking at it again and now I'm sure it's negative.

    AH! This is such a mindf.uck!

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • Maybe you should go get a digital
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  • let us be the judge of that
  • Everything is crossed! I so hope it's a real BFP!!!!!!!!!

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  • imagewickedsugar:
    Ok you need to go poaDigi and report back here ASAP .... Okthanks !

    agree!

    Fingers crossed for you!


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  • OMFG are you kidding me!! We need to see, and NOW!!  :):)
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  • Okay, I told DH and I'm going to show it to him when he gets home tonight around 10 and get his impression.

    Seriously, there's no point sending a picture because they're so blurry you can't see anything let alone a faint maybe line that only shows up when I tilt it to the side and angle it down. But I'll see if DH can get a pic of it when he gets home.

    If I'm not bleeding tomorrow morning I'll test again. No blood test scheduled--I was assuming the iui wouldn't work and didn't want to torture myself.

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • I hope it's the real thing!
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  • Crossing my fingers for you. I would get a digital and test in the morning.

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  • Crossing my fingers and toes for you!
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  • I'm sorry.  I desperately hope you see a better line tomorrow.
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  • I'm sorry for the all caps but If you don't get AF by tomorrow morning

    GO GET A DIGI!!!!!!!! 

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  • I hope that you get a BFP when you POAS tomorrow!!!
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  • Fingers crossed for tomorrow AM :)

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  • Screw this test.  I will wait to see the real thing tomorrow morning with FMU.  Good luck!!!
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  • imageBBHME:
    Screw this test.  I will wait to see the real thing tomorrow morning with FMU.  Good luck!!!

    This!

    Sorry today's test was ambiguous.  Thinking of you!

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  • I'm sorry today's test toyed with your emotions. I hope tomorrow's test gives you a clear answer!
  • imageBBHME:
    Screw this test.  I will wait to see the real thing tomorrow morning with FMU.  Good luck!!!

    Agreed!  GL hon!

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  • I'm sorry you didn't get an answer, that can be so nervewracking!  I hope this is it, crossing all my fingers and toes!
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  • Crossing my fingers this is your BFP!
  • I've got all my fingers crossed that your 'maybe a line' turns into a full on BFP tomorrow!  Good luck!!!!
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  • GL!!  Hoping you can see those lines!
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