:::waves and makes a re-intro:::

jillcanada · October 2010

Good Morning, ladies. I introduced myself on this board some time ago, but haven't been active in posting here. I'm ready to make the official move from TTCAL, and would like to join you if you'll have me.

My name is Jill and I am the face of multiple losses. It's been 14 months since my first miscarriage, over 5 months since the loss of our twins at 18 weeks, and just one cycle since the second (early) miscarriage. No testing has been done yet because my doctor has said all three losses are unrelated and a fluke. I'm currently waiting to change insurance in January and changing to a new doctor who came highly recommended from a friend.

I am 35, and DH and I have been married for 5 years, 7 years together this October. We moved from New York City to Denver last year where we could play together more in the outdoors instead of working non-stop just to pay our rent. I'm a middle school humanities teacher, but am looking for a new job as of late. I'm fine where I am, and grateful that I have a job, but really think it's not the right fit for me right now in my life.

While we aren't TTA, DH and I are now taking a break (TAB) from temping, checking CM, and so forth, so we can reconnect physically and emotionally. I also need to give my body a break. It's been a difficult few years on our relationship, and while I desperately want children, I also want to keep my husband.