I'm not 100% positive when I O'd this month, but I'm pretty sure I'm at least 10dpo (more like 11 or 12, most likely). I almost always start spotting by about 8dpo and...nothing. I've got a couple other little "symptoms" that are likely totally in my head - plus I had a seriously vivid dream last night that I was pregnant with a girl. (Probably because I've been thinking about a BFP, not because I'm actually pregnant.)
I know there's a 99% chance that I'll start bleeding any minute now and I'll be irritated with myself for letting my mind stray that way yet again. Part of me loves this feeling of hope and the other part hates that I put myself through it, only to be disappointed month after month.
But maybe one of these days...? Maybe?
Re: I know I'm not........but could I be?
You just never know...until she shows her ugly head.....
After a loss at 13wks and years dealing with IF and failed treatments (3 failed IUI and 1 failed IVF), we have been blessed with DS (surprise BFP) and now his little sister (2nd round of clomid and TI) on her way.
Holy cow, Cheryl! Blast from the past - how are you? Your DS is so cute - I can't believe how big he is!!!
Amber
TTC since March '06
MFI, LPD, possible PCOS
3 chem pgs * m/c identical twins at 9w 10.06
IVF w/ICSI #2 - beta - 187! (9dp5dt), beta - 367! (11dp5dt)
IVF w/ICSI #3 - it's a girl!
My IF Blog: Between the Lines
My Parenting Blog: Letters From Your Mama
you know, I think with your history it could happen on day...maybe. It seems like things were always changing for you and you did get pg on your own. MFI is a tricky thing, it can just happen out of the blue.
GL, I'll be thinking about you!
Thanks, I can't believe how big Oliver is....man the time goes by so quickly!!
We are good, I am so ready to start TTC again, but we are planning to wait to go off the pill in February and see what happens. Right now I am late...I am on BCP, but I missed three pills this month and I am worried that has thown my cycle completely off....
After DS was born I told DH I didn't want to do any more fertility treatments since the only times I got pregnant was when I wasn't on treatments...but as we get closer to starting again, I am changing my mind. I want DS to have a silbiling more than I don't want to do treatment. I am hoping for another suprise, but if not, I will look into treatment but with a different RE.
How are you??
After a loss at 13wks and years dealing with IF and failed treatments (3 failed IUI and 1 failed IVF), we have been blessed with DS (surprise BFP) and now his little sister (2nd round of clomid and TI) on her way.
BFP with no treatment!
How exciting that you're getting ready to TTC again. I hope it goes easily for you this time. You definitely deserve a break.
I'm doing well. Ollie is my world - I wonder what I did with my time before him! We've been kind of TTC since he's been born and just keep praying that it's going to happen someday. But if not we'll find a way to do IVF again eventually. Like you I want a sibling for Oliver so badly - plus I can't imagine only going through this parenting thing once.
It's good to "see" you!
Amber
TTC since March '06
MFI, LPD, possible PCOS
3 chem pgs * m/c identical twins at 9w 10.06
IVF w/ICSI #2 - beta - 187! (9dp5dt), beta - 367! (11dp5dt)
IVF w/ICSI #3 - it's a girl!
My IF Blog: Between the Lines
My Parenting Blog: Letters From Your Mama
Amber
TTC since March '06
MFI, LPD, possible PCOS
3 chem pgs * m/c identical twins at 9w 10.06
IVF w/ICSI #2 - beta - 187! (9dp5dt), beta - 367! (11dp5dt)
IVF w/ICSI #3 - it's a girl!
My IF Blog: Between the Lines
My Parenting Blog: Letters From Your Mama
I hope beyond hope that you are.
Having lived something similar I'm a huge fan of "hell froze" stories and would LOOOVE to see you be one!
Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.
THIS!! POAS : )
Amber
TTC since March '06
MFI, LPD, possible PCOS
3 chem pgs * m/c identical twins at 9w 10.06
IVF w/ICSI #2 - beta - 187! (9dp5dt), beta - 367! (11dp5dt)
IVF w/ICSI #3 - it's a girl!
My IF Blog: Between the Lines
My Parenting Blog: Letters From Your Mama
LO #1 - 1 unmedicated/self-monitored IUI w/ donor sperm.
LO #2 - 1 m/c, 2 BFNs, 4th IUI worked (unmedicated/self-monitored with new donor sperm).
Life is beautiful!
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Our successful cycle was IVF #2: Microdose Lupron Flare Protocol - 2 beautiful blasts transferred.
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