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Rough day

Izabella22Izabella22 member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
I think I held up ok, originally I wasn't even going to leave the house but my husband had agreed to do wagon rides for a harvest festival in town with our horses. We got someone to help out so I didn't have to go, but I went and just sat in the wagon to try to get back out in the world. I held myself together all day with no crying fits but when we went back later to bring the wagon home and I was watching all the people with their kids and babies playing and walking around as families I broke down. I just can't believe that for the 2nd time this year I've been denied that joy. I just don't see how this can be possible, how it can have happened again. I feel so numb I almost can't even cry.
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  • katiehansonfankatiehansonfan
    That sounds like a really difficult situation!  I'm proud of you for putting yourself out there, I know that it was really hard for me to put myself back into the world too.  It's a daily struggle.  *hugs*
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  • kelseymwkelseymw member
    I am so sorry for your loss. I completely understand how you feel.  Vent away on this board. I hope you have a better day tomorrow!
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  • krissymackrissymac member
    I am so sorry hun, you were so brave to go out and try to do something normal again. DH has been gone for the past 4 nights and I have locked myself up in the house. The only people I have spoken with today were DH, his mom and my mom. I felt sorry for myself several times throughout the day but it feels ok to cry. I hope you can let it all out.
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  • divaemdivaem
    I am so sorry for your losses.  I cannot imagine having to do all the wagon stuff...good for you though. I dont have any words of wisdom but wish you better times ahead.
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