TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

CD1 again

Stupid af arrived this morning. I hate having those hopeful cycles and then she just shows up. My boobs hurt for a few days before she started like they usually do, but they didn't hurt as much as previous months so of course I got hopeful this was our month. Now I get to work tonight with a new mom who overshares everything like details of her baby's poopy diapers. She knows about my one loss and still continues to share these details with me. This cycle was also my last chance to be pg before the one year mark of losing my twins. Now it looks like fwp week will be right around that one year mark so looks like another cycle will be down the drain.

Jenn

image 3 IUI's all BFN

IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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Re: CD1 again

  • Oh sweetie I am sorry{{{HUGS}}}}
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  • i'm sorry. i was very hopeful last cycle and the let down was so incredibely difficult.  i'm actually so not in the mood to even TTC this month.  i hate feeling so negative but i feel like this cycle is a bust already and we haven't even hit FWP week yet.
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  • I'm so sorry.

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm sorry.  It's cd1 for me too.
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    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
  • Oh no.  I'm so sorry.  :(  
    ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
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