TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

FFS

So I think I o'd yesterday....on CD 23.  Glad I suffered through another round of helll on Clomid for it to provide no benefit. 

I'm having one of those days where I feel like I'll never be pregnant again.  I cringe every time sometime talks about a new baby or I hear a pregnancy announcement.  I hate that I feel this way.

Edit: Nope, I take that back, no O yet.  Definitely no O yet.

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  • Delurking to provide sympathy -- I just posted something similar on the TTCAL side. I despise myself and I just want it to be OVER. Part of me wishes an organ thief would steal my ute overnight so I could just close the book on this whole thing. 18 months now for us TTC #2, 3 failed IVFs, a c/p and a late m/c. I should just count my blessing that we were ever able to have DD and call it a day. ((hugs))
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    Delurking to provide sympathy -- I just posted something similar on the TTCAL side. I despise myself and I just want it to be OVER. Part of me wishes an organ thief would steal my ute overnight so I could just close the book on this whole thing. 18 months now for us TTC #2, 3 failed IVFs, a c/p and a late m/c. I should just count my blessing that we were ever able to have DD and call it a day. ((hugs))

    I'm sorry hun.  I feel the same way some days about closing the book on all of it, but every month something keeps me going. 

    I feel like every aspect of my life is stuck in limbo....don't want to start running again, don't want to plan trips, etc, etc.  I hate that any of us has to go through this.

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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  • I'm sorry!  My cycles are like that too.  Clomid does nothing for me. I hate that you have to go through this, it's frustrating.
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  • I'm sorry.  Any hope on the house selling front?
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  • imageKristysRedBarn:
    I'm sorry.  Any hope on the house selling front?

    Muh, we're getting good traffic & feedback, but no offers yet.  Another showing just scheduled for tonight. 

    It's been 9 days & we already dropped the price 6K on Friday.  We're just so ready to have a contract so we can focus on the new place!

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • I'm sorry you're having a rough day.

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  • Boo that sucks I'm sorry honey.
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  • ugh such crap.  I'm sure you've thought of this, but what about Femara?
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  • imageAGFaso:
    ugh such crap.  I'm sure you've thought of this, but what about Femara?

    Actually I haven't.  I'm still with my OB & Clomid was our last thing before moving to a RE.  I'll keep that in mind for when I move on though!

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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