1 Year Ago Today..

jennsadye1979 · October 2010

I went in for my NT scan, mt very first ultrasound (I was SO excited) and got the news that shook my world.

"There is no heartbeat, I am very sorry. Your baby has died"

I cannot tell you in words how much all of you have meant to me, over this past year, from my first posts on MC/PL, to asking for your thoughts and prayers when my water broke at 21 weeks. I was in my darkest hour, and all hope was lost, but you ladies were the light. Every one of your posts meant so much, a tiny liferaft I could cling to, bouy myself up, and get through it with strength and grace. I am fighting back tears at my desk as I write this. I love you all, and I thank you.

Thank you. On this day especially, I want you all to know that, when you have nothing left and you feel you cannot go on, the collective strength of the women here on TTCAL, 6+ and PGAL can carry you through anything. I remember my babies, and those lost by all of you beautiful women today. I carry them in my heart today and always.

((Hugs))

Jenn

BabyMimi · October 2010

That was so beautiful... You brought me to tears.

Big hugs to you today.

GuppyAmy · October 2010

Your words are amazing and mirror the way that I feel. And big hugs to you today.

HugginAngel · October 2010

I'm sorry it's just not fair but we loves you and will always be here for you. You are awesome!!

DoingItRight · October 2010

{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}

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OCIrishBruin · October 2010

(((((HUGS))))) My dear. This post is beautiful.

AppleRidge · October 2010

You continue to amaze me. Lots of

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jen629 · October 2010

And now I am crying ..Beautiful Jenn just Beautiful much love today

xleslieraex · October 2010

Crying This is the exact way I feel. There is nothing I could come to the boards with that would not be better after hearing everyone's comments. Even the ::hugs:: go a long way.

::hugs::

jennsadye1979 · October 2010

xleslieraex:

This is the exact way I feel. There is nothing I could come to the boards with that would not be better after hearing everyone's comments. Even the ::hugs:: go a long way.

::hugs::

Hugs are so very important, even if you have no words, the acknowledgement is so meaningful.