TTC After a Loss

How many times have you teared up today?

This is my fourth. I keep lying to my students saying I have allergies that make my eyes water.

I guess reading all the sad posts today didn't help, but I'm also a little more emotional today. Sad

My Chart

My Life

BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d

Re: How many times have you teared up today?

  • I don't think I can count them. So many lovely poems and pictures and stories. You ladies have all been in my thoughts today. Have wonderful weekends!

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    BFP 1: 3/19/10 Loss: 7/9/10
    BFP 2: 12/28/10
    My Blog: Losing Sylvia
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  • I have been doing surprisingly well with my grief lately. It comes in waves, but I think by God's grace I am feeling really at peace presently. I feel proud of all my friends "breaking the silence" today, and I feel stronger after getting my story out there. My first EDD is at the end of this month and I feel like I should be depressed knowing I would be about to give birth to our twins, but this is my first cycle on Clomid and progesterone, and I got my positive OPK today, 4 days earlier than normal....so I think that is helping me a lot. I feel very hopeful. I am just hoping that I am not crushed with a BFN on our first EDD.
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  • So far just once, but i'm just now reading todays posts. So i'm sure there will be more. Big ((HUGS)) everybody.
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  • I think Ive been doing better than I thought I would today. Ive only teared up twice so far, once when I was writing my facebook status and then again as I was looking at pictures of my angel baby.
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ANGELS ARE GIVEN WINGS AND TAKEN BACK TOO SOON --- We love and miss you soo much Kacie Rae --- 9/11/10 --- born sleeping at 29wks2d
  • I would say I've cried about six!!
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  • Well, I teared up at a ton of the posts today... I teared up about the responses to my FB post.... I teared up during certain songs on my way home... and I'm tearing up now just thinking about tearing up.

    It's been an emotional day, but also a great day. 


    BFP#1: 7/23/10, EDD 4/1/11, MC/DNC 9/29/10(14wks) Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    BFP#2: 1/12/11 CP (6 Weeks)
    BFP#3: 6/26/11, EDD 3/4/12, Natural MC 8/5/11 (10wks) Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • Too many!!! Suprisingly, I didn't tear up when I went to see Aurora today though.


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
    BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

  • So far twice and I will in a bit when I light my candles.
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    BFP #1 - 04/09/10 -- m/c - 07/02/10 @ 20weeks and 3 days. D&C 07/02/2010 - EDD 11/16/10
    BFP #2 12/17/10 please stick turtle. EDD 8/29/11 - Emergency C-Section 7-2-11. Andrew's journey
    Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Carolee on her BFP! Stick, baby!
    Congratulations to elbandas09, cherylanddoug, tctibbe(MsPegees) and alliejoe for their take home babies!
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  • Maybe three or four times. I heard a song on the way to work that made me choke up and then I saw a facebook pg announcement that was so so hard and a couple times reading posts.

    I just lit my candle and I didn't tear up like I thought I would. I feel really peaceful about it right now. I'll post my candle picture in a few minutes, I'm going to catch up on posts first.

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  • I have teared up a few times already.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • Yesterday was a really hard day-so today hasn't been as bad as I thought(got it all out yesterday) but I did cry when I lit the candle for baby poppy.

    TTC since 5/2010
    DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012
    BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
    IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
    IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
    Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
    U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
    IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
    BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

     

    5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d!  Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!Lilypie First Birthday tickers

    My Blog- http://waitingonaangel.wordpress.com/

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  • Just a couple times.  But this is my first real time on TB today, we will see how it goes.  Love you ladies!
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  • I've been really emotional lately, too... I hope it's not a sign of AF, but at this point, I'm pretty sure it is.  Grrr.
    m/c 12/20/09 @ 5 1/2 weeks ~ CP 1/25/09 @ 4 weeks ~ missed m/c 4/6/10 (stopped growing @ 6 weeks, stayed with me until 10) ~Foster parent to B, 9/10-1/12~ Proud Mother of Gage Stephen, born 12/26/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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