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I finally hit a wall

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I've been dealing with all of this rather well, I think.  Until this morning.

DH is out of town, my house is a disaster, there is rotten food in my fridge, I started bleeding this morning and the idea of seeing yet another dead baby/start of a baby has me paralyzed with fear - as does the idea of dealing with the m/c cramps I had last time while I'm alone with DS, they can't get me in for a D&C at either my RE's or OB's office until tomorrow morning at the very earliest, and DS is running around the house screaming "NOOOOO!" at the top of his lungs.

That's it.  I'm done.  I can't handle this. :(

Calling my mom. 

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  • jen629jen629 member
    Oh honey I am sorry I wish I could be there with you {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}
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  • 3ltlones3ltlones member
    I"m so sorry.  I hope your Mom is able to come and help, even if it's just to sit with you and hold your hand.  I'm so sorry you are going through this.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    I wish I could give you a huge hug, hon. I am so sorry.
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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    I'm so sorry Emily.  Huge hugs.  I hope your mom can come and help.
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  • babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest
    Huge HUGS sweetie!! Wish there was something more I could do... but just massive HUGS!!
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  • babes12babes12 member
    i'm really sorry.  i think a call to your mom is the best thing you can do so your not alone.  (((hugs))) 
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  • AppleRidgeAppleRidge member
    This absolutely sucks.  Your mom better come rescue you.
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  • JuJuBe3JuJuBe3

    I hope your Mom can help out.  You deserve a break from all of this.  I'm sorry you're going through this at all.  Huge hugs to you!

    You're going to the doctor today, right?  I hope they can give you some answers.

     

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  • RunSchwartzRunRunSchwartzRun
    I'm so sorry.  This is the perfect time to call mom in for backup.  (((hugs)))
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    ((HUGS)) I'm so sorry you are dealing with all of this again.

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  • Aubs13Aubs13 member

    I'm so sorry.  I wish I could help. 

    {{BIG HUGS}}

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  • jcathjcath member
    This is the day mom's were made for.  I hope she can come over.  I think it's way too much to handle. 
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  • Clerk9Clerk9 member

    I'm so sorry!!!  I hope mom can get there ASAP.  

    ((HUGE HUGS)) 

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  • surfergirlkonasurfergirlkona
    I am so very sorry. Huge hugs
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  • Court1Court1
    Big hugs Em!  Hang in there today & hope your momma comes to help you out!
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  • mdm2137mdm2137
    I'm so sorry Emily.

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  • ade2beade2be
    Hugs Em!!! I'm so sorry. I hope your mom can come be there with you.  Wish I lived closer
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  • DoingItRightDoingItRight member
    {{{{{{Big Hugs}}}}}}  I hope that your mother is able to help.
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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member

    Em,

    I am so, so sorry.  This is not fair.

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  • redstars93redstars93 member

    Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. If I lived closer I'd be there in 2 seconds flat.

    Turn on Nick Jr and try to rest.

    {{{hugs}}}

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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending big hugs, hope your mom was able to come by.

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  • JayandTay09JayandTay09
    Oh hun...I wish I could be there and help you out...Sending you lots of love and hugs!
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