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This has to be some kind of joke.

I just failed my 4th suppression check for IVF #1.  My lining is at over 9mm (despite AF's visit over the weekend), and my cyst has grown. 

This is freaking ridiculous.

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Re: This has to be some kind of joke.

  • {{big hugs}}  I'm so, so sorry.  Hang in there.
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  • Oh sweetie I'm so sorry. Are they just going to check you again or what?
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  • That stinks :( I'm sorry
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    PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
    Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
    Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
    Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
    Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
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  • SERIOUSLY?!?! I just can't believe it... I am so sorry!

    What did Dr. D say? More obscenities? Any ideas on moving forward?

    (((BigGiantHugs)))

     

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  • Oh god, for real....I'm so sorry.  ((hugs)).
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  • Lyse, I'll get the results of my e2 tomorrow.  I will just keep going in once a week until I have another period.  It sucks! 

    If it's not gone in a couple of weeks, my RE mentioned aspirating it, but he's pretty reluctant to do so. 

    So I guess I wait.  Again.  Crying

    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • ...hugs... I'm so sorry dear.  I know it is hard right now, but I know that you will get to try soon.  Hang in there.
    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
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  • it is ridiculous!  i'm so sorry cutie

    why can't things just be easier?

    ((HUGS))

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  • ej708- so sorry you got the result you did:(
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  • I'm sorry:<
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    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • So sorry. I hope things start looking better for you soon.
    After 3 years of infertility we were blessed with twin girls through private infant adoption.
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  • Ugh....:( I am so sorry.


     
    Dx: PCOS, Anovulatory, Amenorrhea 2006
    TTC: Sept 2008
    IVF#1 Cancelled due to breast biopsy.05/01/20

    IVF#1.2- 9/2010 - Cancelled Oversurpressed

    IVF#2 Microdose Lupron 10/2010 Beta 11/09=BFN
    IVF#3 2/2011 - 2 blasts(2/25) Beta 03/11 =BFN
    IVF#4 Lupron 01/02 =2 blasts, beta's 1-4 198,234,398,3100!!BFP
    FET 3/2014 2 blasts BETA 3/20=BFP TWINS EDD 11/27 TEAM PINK!!!                   
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  • Kuleama, I have no idea when things will move forward.  I suppose my e2 levels will be semi-revealing.  I'm gonna guess it's well over 200.  But that's cause I'm paranoid :)

    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • Oh sweetie - I am so sorry you are going through this. Sending you big hugs.

    When do you go back for another check?

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    Oh sweetie - I am so sorry you are going through this. Sending you big hugs.

    When do you go back for another check?

    Next Monday unless AF returns before then. 

    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • imageej708:

    I just failed my 4th suppression check for IVF #1.  My lining is at over 9mm (despite AF's visit over the weekend), and my cyst has grown. 

    This is freaking ridiculous.

    Oh no!  I am so sorry!  I was really hoping that your appt today would go well :( 

    What is your RE suggesting at this point? 

    Big ((hugs))

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    imageej708:

    I just failed my 4th suppression check for IVF #1.  My lining is at over 9mm (despite AF's visit over the weekend), and my cyst has grown. 

    This is freaking ridiculous.

    Oh no!  I am so sorry!  I was really hoping that your appt today would go well :( 

    What is your RE suggesting at this point? 

    Big ((hugs))

    He wants me to just stay on the Lupron if I can tolerate it (I've had a headache since Friday), wait for my e2 results tomorrow and then come back next Monday if AF hasn't arrived.  I'll continue going in once a week until AF comes or we decide to aspirate the stupid thing. 

     

    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • ((hugs)))  I'm so sorry sweetie!!
    My Wonderful Sister is my GC!!!! 3 IUIs, 2 unmedicated, 1 50mg of Clomid = All BFNs Next step IVF!!!! Melinda & Michael 5*6*06 God Bless The Broken Road
  • Oh honey I am so sorry.  That must be so beyond frustrating.  ((big hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

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  • i'm sorry sweetie. ((HUGS))
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  • Oh no! :(  That is so frustrating.  I hope this nightmare is over soon and you can finally move forward.
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  • Sooo sorry. Big hugs.
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  • Thank you so much ladies.  You're the best!
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  • :(  So sorry sweetie!  Do they have any idea what is going on?????  Is there anything they can do????
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  • I'm so sorry. BIg hugs.
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    :(  So sorry sweetie!  Do they have any idea what is going on?????  Is there anything they can do????

    My ovaries are apparently super senstive to Lupron (it has an inital stimulating effect which caused the cysts), and now it just won't go away.  My RE said that if it doesn't resolve on it's own in the next couple of weeks he can aspirate it.  He just really doesn't want to do it that way. 

    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • (((((hugs))))) I am sorry, that is beyond frustrating.
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  • ::hugs:: I am so so sorry.

    TTC #2 since June '08

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    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

  • Oh no. I'm sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry! How frustrating!! Hoping things work out soon!
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    IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
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  • I am so sorry.


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    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

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  • I am so sorry.  That is so frustrating!  I am on day 3 of Lupron and I am counting down the days until I can stop taking it!
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  • Ugg I'm so sorry.. Supress damn you body!
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  • ((hugs)0 Sweetie
    May 06: Natural PG= m/c, July 09: TI= m/c, November 09: TI=BFN, December 09: IUI= c/p
    IVF#1: start stims 1/26; ER 2/8; ET 2/13= BFN; FET#1: May 2010= m/c *NEW CLINIC Jan 2011* IVF#2: start stims 1/12; ER 1/22; ET 1/27= BFN; IVF#3: TBD
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