TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

this 2ww is killing me!

some 2ww's are worse than others and this is one of them.  the last 2 cycles i had good distractions during the 2ww and this one i didn't have any.  ugh, it's making time go by so slow!! Angry not to mention i'm still not sure if FF is right w/ my O date so my wait could be even longer.  Of course i'm liking my chart for once too but DS had me up at 3am last night so i'm sure todays temp jump is from that.  Confused

i just keep telling myself only a few more days but that's not helping.  lol i hope the next few days go FAST!!!

Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in

Re: this 2ww is killing me!

  • It is so frustrating! Last month I clearly was preoccupied but I think this month will be really hard...I am praying so hard for you!
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
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  • imagejen629:
    It is so frustrating! Last month I clearly was preoccupied but I think this month will be really hard...I am praying so hard for you!

    awe thank you. 

    and i'm sure last cycle was a huge distraction for you but obviously not in a good way.  Hope DH is recovering well. 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • imagebabes12:

    imagejen629:
    It is so frustrating! Last month I clearly was preoccupied but I think this month will be really hard...I am praying so hard for you!

    awe thank you. 

    and i'm sure last cycle was a huge distraction for you but obviously not in a good way.  Hope DH is recovering well. 

    He is doing very well thanks :) He will be having his next procedure in 2 weeks ...Hopefully you and I will be able to celebrate together:) Fingers crossed !
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
  • imagejen629:
    imagebabes12:

    imagejen629:
    It is so frustrating! Last month I clearly was preoccupied but I think this month will be really hard...I am praying so hard for you!

    awe thank you. 

    and i'm sure last cycle was a huge distraction for you but obviously not in a good way.  Hope DH is recovering well. 

    He is doing very well thanks :) He will be having his next procedure in 2 weeks ...Hopefully you and I will be able to celebrate together:) Fingers crossed !

    Wishing everything goes smoothly w/ the procedure and that you will have a celebration to share!!!  Smile

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • imagebabes12:
    imagejen629:
    imagebabes12:

    imagejen629:
    It is so frustrating! Last month I clearly was preoccupied but I think this month will be really hard...I am praying so hard for you!

    awe thank you. 

    and i'm sure last cycle was a huge distraction for you but obviously not in a good way.  Hope DH is recovering well. 

    He is doing very well thanks :) He will be having his next procedure in 2 weeks ...Hopefully you and I will be able to celebrate together:) Fingers crossed !

    Wishing everything goes smoothly w/ the procedure and that you will have a celebration to share!!!  Smile

    So since you know I like to pee push when you peeing?????Stick out tongue
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
  • i don't know when i'll POAS?  maybe tues. if temps stay up?? i may not be able to hold out this cycle b/c i'm very antsy.  lol
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I do like how that chart is climbing:)
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
  • i never have charts like this one so i'm excited but at the same time it's making this wait that much longer b/c i can't wait to find out.  These are also cycles i dread though b/c the letdown if it's a bfn is horrid.  :o(
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I know what you mean!  Sometimes I feel like I'm wishing my life away!  But, I hope these next few days go by quickly, and you have some wonderful news to share!

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  • imageAubs13:

    I know what you mean!  Sometimes I feel like I'm wishing my life away!  But, I hope these next few days go by quickly, and you have some wonderful news to share!

    i agree and i hate that i'm constantly trying to rush time. 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • you need to come up with time consuming things to do to pass time like cleaning out a closet or something.

     

    I hope this is it for you! 

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I hear you!  And I have TOTAL MF this time around, too.  Ugh.

    But your chart does look great & I'm so excited to stalk you over the next few days.  :)  Hope this is the one for you!!!  ::Everything crossed:: 

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  • Hope the next few days go by quickly and you get a bfp. The 2ww killed me last month, I just started this months 2ww and I can tell it will be a hard one also.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • Good luck!  I know what you mean about some months being killer & others being a breeze.  I think this month will be easy because I have a bajillion other things going on & there's no way we'll get pregnant with the non-existent sex we're having.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • Hope this 2WW goes by quickly and ends with a BFP.  Thinking of you.
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  • imageClerk9:

    I hear you!  And I have TOTAL MF this time around, too.  Ugh.

    But your chart does look great & I'm so excited to stalk you over the next few days.  :)  Hope this is the one for you!!!  ::Everything crossed:: 

    i'm having slight MF too.  i usually don't but my chart is giving me hope which is leading to MF.  ugh. 

    i'll be chart stalking you as well!!! GL!!!  when are you testing??

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • Your chart looks awesome!  I'm crossing everything I've got for you! 
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  • imagebabes12:
    imageClerk9:

    I hear you!  And I have TOTAL MF this time around, too.  Ugh.

    But your chart does look great & I'm so excited to stalk you over the next few days.  :)  Hope this is the one for you!!!  ::Everything crossed:: 

    i'm having slight MF too.  i usually don't but my chart is giving me hope which is leading to MF.  ugh. 

    i'll be chart stalking you as well!!! GL!!!  when are you testing??

    I was going to wait until a week from today when I get home from a wedding out-of-state.  But then I realized that Thursday morning is 13dpo (I'm leaving Thursday night), so I'll probably do it then...if I'm still in it this cycle.  

    Of course, I'm reading into every hill & valley of my chart this month (slightly lower this morning...because of open windows last night or a sure sign of a BFN?  Ugh!).  But yours is still climbing along!!!  Are you still planning on POAS tomorrow?  

    I really, really, really hope this is your BFP sticky baby cycle!!!  GL!!!  :) 

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  • imageClerk9:
    imagebabes12:
    imageClerk9:

    I hear you!  And I have TOTAL MF this time around, too.  Ugh.

    But your chart does look great & I'm so excited to stalk you over the next few days.  :)  Hope this is the one for you!!!  ::Everything crossed:: 

    i'm having slight MF too.  i usually don't but my chart is giving me hope which is leading to MF.  ugh. 

    i'll be chart stalking you as well!!! GL!!!  when are you testing??

    I was going to wait until a week from today when I get home from a wedding out-of-state.  But then I realized that Thursday morning is 13dpo (I'm leaving Thursday night), so I'll probably do it then...if I'm still in it this cycle.  

    Of course, I'm reading into every hill & valley of my chart this month (slightly lower this morning...because of open windows last night or a sure sign of a BFN?  Ugh!).  But yours is still climbing along!!!  Are you still planning on POAS tomorrow?  

    I really, really, really hope this is your BFP sticky baby cycle!!!  GL!!!  :) 

    ugh, i'm sorry about the temp drop.  hopefully your still in it! 

    i had a temp dip this morning too.  i can't stay asleep so i temped an hour earlier than yesterday.  then i temped at my normal time and it was 98.31 while yesterdays was 98.37.  however i put in todays 1st temp since i thought that would be more accurate. 

    i think if my temp is up tomorrow i have to test b/c i'm about to lose my mind!!!  i feel like i'm going to burst into tears at any moment.  this 2ww has been pure torture and i just want it to be over with.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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