TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Fvck This Sh!t Friday

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What's pissing you off today?
Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section

Re: Fvck This Sh!t Friday

  • I'm sick of being responsible for 10 million things at work. I have 21 kids to teach. I shouldn't have to be secretary, janitor, counselor, etc. too. I'm tired of running around like a crazy person because I can't get everything done!!

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • imageCarrieLeigh84:

    What's pissing you off today?

    As usual, everything.

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

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  • imageEntropicEpona:

    imageCarrieLeigh84:

    What's pissing you off today?

    As usual, everything.

    Oh yeah, that too.


    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • What's pissing me off?

    That I'm sitting here typing with the laptop on my lap looking at a poofy belly!! I have GOT to lose this freaking pregnancy/mc/depression/IVF fat and all I want to do is sit on the couch and shove twinkies in my face.

    I fvcking hate my body for so many freaking reasons!!

  • I cannot find those fvcking french fried onions for the life of me.

    I have been to 3 damn grocery stores and everyone looks at me like I'm drunk when I ask where they might be.

    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
  • Grown A@@ men who require babysitting and hand holding on a daily basis........and Im referring to my boss, not my dh.
  • Dh is really ticking me off!  he took my atm card w/o asking and withdrew $200 from my acct. all so he could go golfing.  and the worst part is that he never even told me he just left the receipt by my purse!!!!!!  i feel violated like he stole from me.  so currently i don't even want to talk to him.
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • imagebabygirlpriest:

    What's pissing me off?

    That I'm sitting here typing with the laptop on my lap looking at a poofy belly!! I have GOT to lose this freaking pregnancy/mc/depression/IVF fat and all I want to do is sit on the couch and shove twinkies in my face.

    I fvcking hate my body for so many freaking reasons!!

    I'm so right there with you - so what did I do...went to dunkin doughnuts and had a pumpkin doughnut.urggggg

     

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  • Today should have been my last day of work before going on maternity leave, IF I had not already had our baby. This day can go fvck itself.
    BFP #1 Valentine's Day BFP! February 14th 2010 Missed M/C 11w5d ~ forever in our hearts.
    BFP #2 EDD September 30, 2012 ~ natural m/c 5w4d
    broken hearted, changed forever
  • So much...  Jobs that are only paying 1/2 - 2/3 of what I was getting paid.  My BSC mother and my sister who has only been engaged for a couple of weeks and already she has turned into a bridezilla.  My body, I swear it hates me, but I hate it right back.
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
  • I went shopping and accedently turned the wrong effn way...which then led me to Long Boat Key with no turnaround.... so I'm drivin on this damn long ass Island with no stores to shop at. Half way through the Island... Oh One way in, one way out deal... I look down and see I'm on E!!!!! SH!T!!!!!!

    So I'm freaking out... there are effin snow birds everywhere that can't stay a steady speed, so they r just eating up my gas. Then my light starts blinking and BAM... A gas station!  P!ss me off cause I paid 2.99 for gas, and I swore I'd NEVER go to BP ever again!

     

  • imagebabygirlpriest:

    What's pissing me off?

    That I'm sitting here typing with the laptop on my lap looking at a poofy belly!! I have GOT to lose this freaking pregnancy/mc/depression/IVF fat and all I want to do is sit on the couch and shove twinkies in my face.

    I fvcking hate my body for so many freaking reasons!!

    I resemble this 100% I am annoyed that my car is in for maintenance. It is beautiful outside but I am stuck at home. Only upside is that I am laying here hoping to be incubating something. Wait, who am I kidding?
  • I'm back.  Fvck this sh!t.
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  • We have a new manager at work and she is a new mom and all she talks about is the baby. Once and awhile I understand but she goes into detail, I shouldn't know how many times her baby goes to the bathroom a day or that her nephew had bloody poop. Then I stop at the store on the way home and run into a lady with infant twins. I felt bad that the only thought that crossed my mind was why does she get her babies and I don't.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • That I have to be on call this weekend. Of course I signed up for it but didn't really have much of a choice. I have been on call, worked or both everyday since Monday and that will go on until this next Monday.

    DH is driving me crazy.

    Oh and what babygirlpriest said. Ditto that.

    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Someone told me this week that a certain group of mutual people we know did not know what to say to me after my miscarriage and for the months following and they collectively as a group decided that my "attitude" made them deem me "unapproachable" and therefore they all just "let me be."

     Silly me, while I was upset and depressed and not getting out of my PJ's all day because I was sad about my dead baby, I neglected to think about the way THEY might feel. I am such a heartless B*tch. 

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  • So I'm really late to the party, seeing how it's Sunday & I'm just catching up. 

    1) Keeping my house sparkling clean b/c it's on the market.  And not only that, but having a DH who's a kinda big slob.

    2) It's busy season for me at work.  This is a good thing, but I'm fvcking exhausted.

    3) My cat thinks he's a rottweiler & tries to scare off our potential buyers.  I have to come home & lock him in a kennel when we have showings.  Very big PITA.

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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