Just having a bad day

jcath · October 2010

I'm 12DPO today and POAS BFN - not surprising but this is the month I got pg last year and now I think not only did I not have a baby on my due date in June 2010 but I still won't have one in June 2011... I only tested early b/c we are starting IVF next cycle and I need to go ahead and order (and go into debt for) my meds.

Yesterday we had an event at work and I ran into a colleague I hadn't seen since last winter and she ran up and hugged me and said congratuations tell me all about the baby - I haven't heard any news. I just stood there and literally could not say a word. Finally I said something like "no baby" I don't even know. It was awful.

I'm just tired of this being an everyday part of my life, and I wish I could feel more hopeful about the IVF working...but I don't. Uggg, vent over

jen629 · October 2010

I am sorry sweetie {{HUGS}}}

ERICA21779 · October 2010

((((HUGS))))

maymaymia · October 2010

I'm so sorry. Lots of hugs.

KristysRedBarn · October 2010

I'm sorry.

GuppyAmy · October 2010

I'm sorry. Right there with you.

RunSchwartzRun · October 2010

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make it better. I am hopeful on your behalf for the IVF. ((hugs))

mdm2137 · October 2010

((hugs))

bbhalphen · October 2010

I'm so sorry. My first EDD is about to come around again for the second time. This sucks so badly.

DoingItRight · October 2010

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

Clerk9 · October 2010

I'm so sorry. My only BFP was a year ago, too, & it's definitely weighing on me this cycle. I really hope this is your cycle...if not, at least you're in good position for IVF. ((HUGS)) It's so hard sometimes.