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Fvck.

piedpiper07piedpiper07 member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
yesterday i got 2 BFPs with a blue dye test. They were really faint so I was a bit sketched out. I took a FRER last night and one this morning with FMU and both BFN. I shouldn't have tested with the blue dye but I had them. Then I got excited since it's been over a year since I have seen a BFP. now I'm just pissed. LIke seriously just fvck off.
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  • babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest

    I'm so sorry sweetie. I can't imagine what a punch in the gut that must have been.

    HUGS.

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  • BabyMimiBabyMimi
    cr^p that sucks. You are only 10 dpo so you aren't out yet but I understand how you probably want to cut someone right now.
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  • piedpiper07piedpiper07 member
    yeah its pretty damn crappy. AF is due on Thursday so I am just going to wait it out, no more tests.
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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    I'm sorry.
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    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
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  • jen629jen629 member
    I'm sorry:(
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    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
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  • 3ltlones3ltlones member
    I'm so sorry, that's an awful, awful feeling. Hugs.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
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  • CarrieLeigh84CarrieLeigh84 member
    Ugh, I'm so sorry. I've been a victim of the blue dye tests before. I wish they'd just stop making those stupid things!
    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
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  • Orchard27Orchard27 member

    I've had that happen with blue dye before and it's torture.  I'm really sorry.

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  • AppleRidgeAppleRidge member
    I'm so sorry!  Those blue dye tests are the devil's work.
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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
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  • mdm2137mdm2137
    I'm so sorry hon. That sucks. I had a faint line last cycle but it turns out it was just leftover trigger. It's hard not to hope and get excited. ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • johannaknipjohannaknip
    I'm sorry sweetie.
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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member
    I'm so sorry!
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    I'm so sorry.

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    * CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
    * PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
    * DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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  • Clerk9Clerk9 member
    What a cruel fake out.  I'm so sorry.  :(  But since it's still early, ::fingers crossed:: for more BFPs on the way.  ((HUGS))
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  • babes12babes12 member
    hopefully it's just too early.  GL!!!!
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • surfergirlkonasurfergirlkona
    I hope it is just too early!
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  • jennsadye1979jennsadye1979
    I am so sorry, that really blows. ((Hugs))
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  • EntropicEponaEntropicEpona member
    Gah! That's full of suck. I'm sorry.

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

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  • mlmtggmlmtgg

    I hate blue dye tests. hate hate hate them.

    it's only 10dpo. wait a few days, I'm hoping it turns around for you. 

    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs)) I'm sorry.

    Jenn

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    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    Oh hun I am so sorry!!!


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • rjl07rjl07

    I'm so sorry!

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  • JayandTay09JayandTay09
    Oh that is sh!tty...I hope it is just too early and you get your bfp soon - like maybe tomorrow!
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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    I'm so sorry.  What a tease. 
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  • Court1Court1
    I'm sorry.  I fvcking hate blue dye tests.  I got a very clear BFP with one about 3 months after my loss.  I breathed a big sigh of relief & figured we were moving on.  10 BFN's later AF arrived.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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