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You Guys, I am having a breakdown

BabyMimiBabyMimi
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

I don't know what is wrong with me. AF is super late so I guess I can blame it on PMS and hormones. I was just looking around the bump and I happened upon a cute pregnancy ticker and I just burst into tears. Literally burst.

Then I screamed out loud "I just want to be pregnant so bad!"

My pug was startled to say the least.

I don't know why I am suddenly hysterical. I have been fine and feeling great since my surgery. I have been really hopeful about this upcoming clomid/IUI cycle. Suddenly I feel like it will never happen. 

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  • babes12babes12 member
    it's ok to have breakdowns now and then.  You've been through alot and if af is on the way i'm sure that is not helping how your feeling right now.  I'm sorry and i wish i could give you a hug. 
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • johannaknipjohannaknip
    I'm sorry love. I wish I could give you a huge hug. I think days like this are very normal. ((squishyhugs))
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  • TravelinMamaTravelinMama member
    :::hugs:::
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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    Hugs.  The breakdowns that happen when you least expect them are so hard. 
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  • Scout05Scout05 member

    I am so sorry hon. This whole process is so damn unfair.

    :::Hugs:::

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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    (((hugs)))
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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member
    I'm so sorry!  ((HUGS))
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  • Clerk9Clerk9 member
    I'm sure the hormones don't help.  It's super hard when it catches you off guard like that.  {{HUGS}}  I'm so sorry.  
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  • piedpiper07piedpiper07 member
    I'm sorry, these days blow. Grab a glass of wine? That's what I would do on a rough day
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  • rjl07rjl07
    I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • mdm2137mdm2137

    ((hugs))


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    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
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  • GuppyAmyGuppyAmy member
    I'm sorry... We've all been there. I hope you feel better soon.
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  • BabyMimiBabyMimi

    Thanks guys...I took a bubble bath, drank a glass of sauvignon blanc and read Mansfield Park..I'm feeling better now.

    It was just really surprising and shocking that I had a reaciton like that. 

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  • KelinandKevinKelinandKevin member
    ((((Hugs))))
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending big ((hugs)) your way. It is so unfair that any of us have to go through this.

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

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  • grr_aarghgrr_aargh member
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    I am so sorry hon. This whole process is so damn unfair.

    :::Hugs:::

    Amen to this.

    Honestly, I'd be worried if people *weren't* having random breakdowns, kwim?  Because when I wasn't having the occasional tantrum, that's when I was probably the closest to real, actual FH-induced violence. 

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  • Orchard27Orchard27 member

    I'm sorry you're having a rough night, but it's totally normal.  How could anyone be nothing but positive going through this awful crap?  Don't be too hard on yourself. 

    ~Big hugs~  I hope this upcoming cycle is it for you!

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  • dondraandluisdondraandluis member
    (((HUGS)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    I'm so sorry! ((HUGS))

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  • gravystainsgravystains
    I'm so sorry Mimi, that is so shiity. All of this sucks, I hate that it has to be so hard. I can totally relate to the breakdown, but in a way, it's better to get it all out of you, and out into the universe you know? Don't keep the angry inside, let it bust out. It helps. ((Hugs)) 
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  • babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest

    Oh sweetheart! I'm so sorry..,

    It happens every now and then and the worst is when it's the stupid, random things that catch you off guard. I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. Wish I could give you a massive E-hug!

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  • AGFasoAGFaso
    Sorry hun, ((hugs)) hope you can get back to the hopeful feeling!
    BFP 11/09...M/C 1/27/10...TTCAL 3/2010...IUI #1 9/2010 = BFN IUI #2 10/29/2010 = TWINS! EDD 7/25/2010 C-SECTION 7/7/11 at 37.5wks due to severe pre-eclampsia. Liliana born 6lb7oz and Anthony born 5lb4oz Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • Court1Court1
    I'm sorry hun :(.  I have breakdowns like that once in a while.  And it's okay.  It's to be expected.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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