Today will probably end up being CD 1

firefightersgal · September 2010

I had some spotting this morning after another BFN. I feel a little bit crampy, as well. I didn't buy a new thermometor, so I can't know what my temp did yesterday or today, but I can only imagine that it fell.

I'm quite disappointed, but I'm also very used to this feeling. We'll only try one more cycle before waiting until next summer to start TTC again. I'm very sad about that, but it is for the best. I want to finish school and a baby in the middle of a semester (hypothetically, of course) would make it difficult to finish in a timely manner.

DH and I talked again this morning about what our next step will be. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, and I have no idea what he'll recommend. I wonder if he'll recommend anything at all since it will be our last cycle for a long time. We also discussed adoption. DH is adament that he wants another child, regardless of how the child comes to us. I think, at this point, I want to try again one last time next summer, especially considering my recent discovery of gluten intolerance/allergy/Celiac...whatever you want to call it. My body probably hasn't healed much yet, so I'd like to give it another shot several months down the road, hoping for a recovery. If we are unsuccessful, we will move on to attempting a private adoption.

Ryan&Kristin062009 · September 2010

I'm so sorry

EclairAngst · September 2010

Noooooo!! ::STOMPS FOOT:::

I'm sorry hon.

rumpunch21 · September 2010

I'm so sorry. Hopefully it will happen this next cycle and waiting won't be an issue.

Have you ever thought about acupuncture? My SIL has Celiac's and had 2 miscarriages. She started going to acupuncture and got pregnant about 4 months later w/ a successful pregnancy. Clearly I have no valid proof that it's what worked, but she swears that it's why she has her baby now. She's so adamant about it, I've decided to start acupuncture next month. I figure it can't hurt, right!?

Julie*Jules · September 2010

Im stomping my foot too! I am sorry, next month will be your month for sure!

ikissedthecook · September 2010

Ugh, I'm so sorry. This sucks. (((hugs)))

Izabella22 · September 2010

Oh that is so frustrating!! I praying that you don't have to wait till next summer!

firefightersgal · September 2010

rumpunch21:

Have you ever thought about acupuncture?

Yes, I have. A chiropractor I used to work for does accupuncture. I asked her about a year ago how much she charges, and it does not fit in our budget, unfortunately.