I very rarely post because when I first signed up for this site I became a little obsessed. However, today I had to post because I am feeling really sad and alone.
I got AF today. This was our sixth cycle TTC. I know it can take a healthy couple a year to get pregnant but in my naivet? I never thought it would take us more than a few months. It is also hard because we have decided not to tell anyone that we are TTC so I can't talk to anyone besides DH about how I feel.
I will let myself mope today and tomorrow I will move on to cycle 7 with a positive attitude.
Re: I don't post much but...
This site is great for support. We all know the disappointment of BFN's month after month. Hang in there...maybe start posting a little more, make some friends and things will start to look up for you.
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
I'm on my sixth cycle now. It's nice to have women here who know exactly how you feel. Keep your chin up girly, hope cycle 7 is it for you!
I'm sorry about CD1
Here's hoping 7 is a lucky number for you!
I could have written this post. I also took a break from this site because I didn't want to think about TTC all the time. I'm not sure exactly what cycle we are on bc we took a few months off, but I haven't told anyone IRL really. And I just started spotting today, so AF will probably be tomorrow.
I don't know if it helps, but I know just how you feel.
Even miracles take a little time - Cinderella